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I frowned "I think it’s obvious why this can’t continue"

"It’s not obvious to me"

"It should be The most important reason is because of what I just told you I need to protectsex--it’s fun, but I can’t do it any his head "You aren’tit easy for me, either"

He closed his eyes and then opened thes out"

Why did I have the feeling he was sellingsank to the base of my throat, cold and hard At the back of ,

"Do you want to?" I asked anyway

He nodded, and with a sain "I do"

Despite those darker premonitions, a rush of happiness threatened to drown me so that I could hardly catch my next breath I putet back, in case so forup his ass about soo first, and I’ll wait a few minutes before I leave"

He pushed ain Then he turned and was gone

I waited a fewthat time to will my heart to quiet, but it wouldn’t listen to me I was on an adrenaline rush, and not just because of the a-room sex He wanted to try! He wanted to see if we couldnot to feel the hopeful surge that that vision of the future placed in h it was only a feeeks into the future I wondered what going out on a normal date with Jordan would be like…would it be similar to those few idyllic days in Vancouver?