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He h in one hand andHe was expelling all his pent up anger, pushing in as deeply as possible without allowing me a break to recover I opened ain with his ainst me He sounded primal and felt aniradual build of pleasure underneath the pain, but the more he thrust like this inside of me, the harder it was to concentrate on that pleasure

"Slon," I whi his tongue intotheainst his hips as possible, but it was futile He overpowered h it was painful, I didn’t want to tell hi with hiht his mouth back down to mine, I ripping my hair firmly at the scalp to hold rabbed at his lip and bit down hard He hissed, staring at er and arousal in his face It didn’t stop hiain, cautiously this tiood

"Slon," I repeated in hised hard on his wet hair like he was tuggingto ht my hands under his arertips into his back I lostevery bit of the aches he was givingwith hiue down my neck I moaned when he nipped me with his teeth, and then sucked fiercely untildown, and abruptly I felt like he’d stripped rindedhim deeper inside ofI felt I needed

"Faster," I breathed

He pressed his lips overme shallow thrusts that put my pleasure at a frustrated stand still

"Jaxon, please," I begged in a state of delirious need

"Did youht into hting the ache behind ood buried inside of you?"

"Yes"

"Better than him?"

His hard voice sent chills down my spine, yet lost in the arousal of the ain, painfully digging his hand intomy hair with the other He buried his face in my neck, and I couldn’t help but wonder if it was because he didn’t want me to see him We’d always looked at each other while we made love

A tear escaped just then at the realization this wasn’t us hness that became of Jaxon was all the hts It was aching for that release he’d started and was on the way of finishing My eyes rolled to the back ofyes, yes over and over again… My breathing quickened, roans becath would allow and felt the warmth of pleasure coatonce, twice, and then stalling at his own release He went liainst h his chest, and when they eventually slowed down, he moved out of me and lay on his back besidein and out in silence I didn’t knohat I’d expected after this Maybe I’d hoped, even for the briefest ain

Only, I didn’t It fled soe I felt misplaced, out of sorts… hurt Yeah, I felt hurt most of all There was no warrabbed the covers and pulled the s off the bed and sat up with his back against me I hastily wiped another escaped tear fro, but he sat like that with his head straight for seconds that felt like hours

"You’ve changed," he finally said, and without a clear shot of his face and the flat tone in his voice, I couldn’t detered out

"You’ve grown Body wise anyway"

I sighed, wearily "Bigger was the word, wasn’t it?" The question wasn’t malicious; it was actually coated with sadness Had I become that repulsive to him? Is that why he didn’t want to look at me?

Instead, his answer surprised ht, and I wondered if he was struggling to be nice to h his thick hair "Everything that I said to you the last two days had been said out of anger I… I didn’t mean a lot of it There’s just…" He exhaled and shook his head "Get dressed and have your bags ready You’ve got fifteen e of subject, I watched hiather his clothes off the floor He changed with his back toand bloodied top Even when he was done he didn’t look athered the covers around rabbed the first things I saw: hobo looking lounge pants and an oversized hoodie These were my fat clothes I often wore to bed in cold weather I went to the bathroo time because every bit of my body felt tender and sore My insides felt mashed to bits, and I had to pause to take in a deep breath of air It was like having knives at the pit of my stomach Is this what he wanted, for ether?