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"I haven’t the mind for that"

"Why?"

Silence

"You don’t want kids?" I ask

"I like kids, but I’m not sure I can be responsible for one"

"Well, that’s where the wife co to have kids"

"Haha"

His smile relaxes then morphs into that boyish face of his for a one "I don’t know that I can love so solass and strokes his thumb around the rim "I’m not built that way"

"Fine keep your bihting up again for the ether in an agonized expression "I’ll just let her down," he says, gritting his teeth and glaring down at his wineglass "I’ into that trap"

"It’s not a trap"

He shoots me a don’t-be-naïve look "Trust me It’s a trap"

"You just want crazy sex, then"

"Oh, I’ve had crazy sex I’ood at that"

"You like it better than nor it with Crazy sex fills in for other things that I’m not exactly interested in just now"

"I’ve only had sex three tih the first one absolutely doesn’t count, it was so aard! He was grunting and done and I was left wondering, is this it?"

He peers into my face and lifts his hand as if to push my hair back, but I quickly do it myself and nervously--because I’m suddenly mortified I admitted it to him, but why am I unable to stop?--add, "I consulted with my friends and they said it so wasn’t it, so a few uy It was better, a little nicer Not addictive though"

He brushes the other side of my hair, the one I didn’t push back, and the touch frissons down ently

"I don’t know" I shrug, sing as I watch him shift in his seat to face me and cross his arms as if to keep the soht sex is the moment you knohen, well, you’ve found so so far"