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I’ in his chest "You don’t have a fight with a girl and then say you’re leaving Even though I’ away frohs silently into ht that was just, you know, talking Loudly The Italian way"

I put my arms around his waist and raiseloudly with you"

"I don’t either Let’s not do that again" He gazes at me until I’m lost in him, and says, "Your eyes are so beautiful I’veon the sidewalk in front of the University of Chicago hospital

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Five things I finallybreak: 1 Buy a cell phone Myself I even give my parents my new number because I’m responsible like that

2 Callout than I am (she’s not)

3 Getthem a favor while Trey’s out, when really I just kind ofin love, with no stressful visions, is way

5 Scare the hell out of Trey when I tell hie boy while under the influence of morphine

It was hilarious, that last one I have never seen Trey so mortified But you knohat? Ben came back to the hospital to see Trey once more Alone, this ti

And on thereleased, Sawyer and I pushed hi hit hard once again, re the mystery of a vision is not the real part The real part is the people and the way their lives are changed forever

It’s weird how hatred can s to other people It kind of er a forer--for Sawyer’s family, for the people ant to kill other people because of who they are, for the vision gods who put us through all of this Is that anger really hatred in disguise?

Or is only irrational anger actually hatred--the kind of anger and hatred my dad has over a recipe, and toward a fa mistake Is his hatred really aimed at them? Or is it reserved for himself, because he’s pissed about what he’s done--or what he didn’t do? And does he even know that his anger affects the Angottis’ anger, and that’s why Sawyer gets punched in the face by his own father?