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He set hishis way down ot lower, and lower Fitting his shoulders between hs, he put his mouth on me for the first time

He was unskilled, but he’d always been a patient learner With soue there, he kept at it until he as so far," I told hi the most self-satisfied smile I’d ever seen hi ain, and I started stroking hih, he didn’t let me jack hi over hi

His palwhat he wanted, I’d wanted to do it for a while, I was just always afraid to give hi over his arousal, I lickedain, and the hand on ood at it What I lacked in skill I tried to make up for with enthusiasagging myself

Still, it was his first feel of otten the hang of it,and sucking, before he was shouting a warning, and then shooting down my throat I didn’t knohat else to do, so I sed

He was still co in slow pu et enough of hearing those words come out of his mouth It still seemed so impossible, so unlikely, that a perfect boy like hiirl like me, but I believed hi in the world I was Not the sky or the moon, not the earth or the sun

He was my constant He held the vast majority ofslowness I told hio down on ain

After he’d finishednaked and heavy there

With a groan, I pushed him onto his back and he letmy nipples into his skin how he loved "I want you inside roaned like I was torturing him "Jesus Now you tell me this, e’re in the ht this second I just eneral, I think I’m ready" I tried to sound more sure than I felt

The way he looked at ht with emotion He cupped my cheek as he said tenderly, "Don’t rush foras you need"

Sometimes it was like he could read my mind Lots of times, in fact

No one would ever know e the darkness and the lightness inand the weak Take all of the parts of me that were toxic and soothe theredients of forever love

And on the i and destructive insecurity Did he feel the sah to make anyone feel the way he made me feel?

"Do you love me?" I asked him