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I was shaking as I climbed on top of her "I love you," I told her

I didn’t undress either of us, just took my dick out of my pants and shoved her panties to the side

I fked her rough She wasn’t even ready, but I didn’t stop I was too upset and forgetting th I may well have bruised her, but she didn’t complain

"I love you too," she said softly, after I’d eotten off I could tell by her calm tone that she hadn’t even coh"

Imyself in the bathroom My emotions were too raw to deal with her just then

I took a bath, feeling wretched

She joinedin to straddleto find some way to stop her

"You won’t do ive him an honest try, Dair If he kissesto let it run its course, see if there’sthan I’d realized"

I shoved her offout of the bath I didn’t trust myself to be in the sa until she walked out of the bathroom, fully dressed

I shook my head "No," I told her

I couldn’t let her leave me like this

"I think it’s best if I sleep soht Tomorrow, too, probably"

I flinched "Why are you punishing me like this?"

She just shook her head and walked out

I tried to follow, to stop her, but even when I pinned her to the front door and kissed her, she only turned her face away

"Come back here after the date And be safe Please"

She kissed my cheek and left without a word

It was one of the worst nights of sleep of my life

I worked out hard the next day, in Frankie’s extensive hos for three walks I was trying to staunch the flow of awful anxiety inside of me with physical activity, and I couldn’t have said if any of it helped

I didn’t knohat to do that evening I couldn’t sleep, had no idea when I’d see her again, when I’d know just what she did on her date I knew I’d lose it if she did uy Just the kiss felt like more than I could handle

I felt relief to the point of weakness, elation to the point of pain, when the doorbell rang around ht