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"Yes You Do"

"No, I don’t Stop! I don’t care what you do to my brother I just want you to stop"

He pulled back and looked at me "Maybe Sissy wants me"

I threw my hand up to mouth "No…" I whispered

Sissy wasanyone, I’ll not only hurt your brother, but your parents ht end up in a car accident caused by faulty brakes, and your little sisteron a condo down my face as I closed my eyes I totally relaxed my body and tried to just disappear I needed to be anywhere but where I was

"That’s it, baby Let ainst me, I cried harder, but I held my hand over my mouth to muffle out rabbed the sheets and tried to hold it all in He just kept ood it felt

I just want to disappear This isn’t happening

Nothing had ever hurt ood, baby?"

I squeezed an saying my favorite quotes over and over in ht

Once he was done, he stood up, took off the condom, and set rid of it first thing in the

"Soak in a hot bath, Courtney It will feel better next time, I promise The first time always hurts"

Next tiain, Noah…ever!"

He bent down and grabbed et it fro You remember what I said about ould happen if you told anyone? I mean, anyone, Courtney This stays our secret"

I slowly noddedas I tried to get it out "It’s our secret"

He stood up and sirl"

He turned and walked toward ave me one ot up and ran into my bathroom I turned on my shower as hot as I could stand, and I stayed in there for at least an hour, trying to wash his scent away

I sank to the shower floor "That was not how my first time was supposed to happen," I cried out over and over

Reed and I walked Whitley’s parents and Stacey out to the car