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"I’h to say no to h to say no to hilance perfectly "What do you want me to do?"
"I want you to do whatever you feel is best for you"
"That’s the wrong answer," she tellsanswer?"
"Because it’s a lie"
You are so close, I think You are so close, and I can’t reach you
"Let’s go back to inal question," I say "What do you want to do?"
"I don’t want to throw everything away for sohs "Really? Do I have to explain it to you?"
"Besides that You know you are the most important person I’ve ever had in my life That’s certain"
"In just teeks That’s uncertain"
"You know more about me than anyone else does"
"But I can’t say the sa between us"
"No There is When I saw you today--I didn’t know I’d been waiting for you until you were there And then all of that waiting rushed through… but I don’t know if it’s certainty"
I knohat I’ of you, I want to say But I stop myself Because I realize that would be another lie And she’d call et ready for et back to"
I can’t help myself I ask, "Don’t you want to see me?"
She holds there for a mos easier, but it actually makes them harder"
"So I shouldn’t just show up here?"
"Let’s stick to eoes wrong Just like that, all the enormity seems to shrink into a ball and float away from my reach
I feel it, and she doesn’t