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I shouldn’t have done it I know I shouldn’t have done it Even if it felt like the universe was telling onize over it for hours I can’t take it back I can’t o away

I fell in love once, or at least until today I thought I had His name was Brennan, and it felt so real, even if it was mostly words Intense, heartfelt words I stupidly let myself think of a possible future with hiate it, but I couldn’t

That was easy co to fall in love It’s another to feel so in love with you, and to feel a responsibility toward that love

There is no way for o to sleep, the shift will happen anyway I used to think that if I stayed up all night, I’d get to remain where I was But instead, I was ripped fro felt exactly like what you would i ripped fro the pain of the break, and then the pain of being fused into soht There was no use fighting it

I realize I have to call her Her nuht there in his phone I can’t let her think to to be like today

"Hey!" she answers

"Hey," I say

"Thank you again for today"

"Yeah"

I don’t want to do this I don’t want to ruin it But I have to, don’t I?

I continue, "But about today?"

"Are you going to tell me that we can’t cut class every day? That’s not like you"

Not like me

"Yeah," I say, "but, you know, I don’t want you to think every day is going to be like today Because they’re not going to be, alright? They can’t be"

There’s a silence She knows so

"I know that," she says carefully "But s can still be better I know they can be"

"I don’t know," I tell her "That’s all I wanted to say I don’t know Today was so"