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This beautiful, wonderful woman was interested in et to be as popular as I ithout knohen a girl was interested in you She was different and she was innocent and I wanted to get to know her better I didn’t want to ruin that chance by telling her I kneas being selfish and it e inside I didn’t want to be that selfish person anymore, but I knew that she was the only person I could talk to She was the only person I had ever met who really seemed to listen and care about what I had to say Her eyes didn’t glaze over like she was bored She seeot me and cared before I didn’t want to lose that Not now Not when everything else into tell her I pro to tell her eventually I just needed to find the right tiht words to say what I needed to say

As we kissed, I felt her pressed against me and my hands worked up her back I wanted to slip my hands under her shirt and pull of her bra I wanted to feel her brsts insince I had been with a woe to be intimate But I held back I didn’t want to scare her Not after everything that had happened I felt her hands inround with , and then she rolled over on top of roaned as she straddledalive I wanted her I wanted her with a passion And I knew that noas not the time Not like this and not now I pushed her off of hed at the sad look in her eyes

"I’m sorry," she whispered, hurt, and I leaned over to kiss her on the nose It was so pert and cute Alrinned "That was aht" She rolled her eyes, but I could see the shy s truly sincere" I s her lips "You tasted as sweet as candy, how can it not have been my best kiss ever?"

"You’re nice to say that"

"I’htened jeans

"You’re one of the nicest guys I’ve ever met in my life"

"Really?" I looked at her with a shed ataway before it got too heavy and heated again

"Well, uy I’ve ever met in my life, but you are a very close second"

"Luke Bryan?" I frowned trying to think of all of the Lukes I knew

"You know hihed "He was one of the irl talked about hiht no one paid any attention to us in high school"

"Really?" I laughed at her "Luke Bryan was h school, after uy as always in the books?"

"The hot guy with black hair and green eyes, that girls called a sex God?" I laughed

"They called hihed and let out a breath "I’m happy to hear that you don’t see him as a sex God"

"You are?" She looked at me ide eyes

"Yes I am"

"Why?" She looked confused

"Less coe to an excited look as she got what I was saying I felt a surge of adrenaline running through ht, she did like hed "We’ve never been interested in each other like that"

"That’s good" I leaned over and kissed her again This ti to see if she was going to brush it away When she didn’t, I cupped her breast and smiled at her sharp intake of breath It seemed to me that Lexi wasn’t very experienced and I was surprised "You’re twenty-two?" I pulled back and she groaned as my lips left hers

"Yes, why?"

"You don’t see not to e as she spoke

"Are you a virgin?" I asked quickly, not sure why I felt it wasmade me ask

"Yes" She nodded and bit her lip "Are you?"

I laughed uncontrollably then I wasn’t sure if she really thought there was a possibility or if she was just trying to be polite, but I thought it was hilarious

"No" I tried to stop in"

"Oh" She looked disappointed and, for some inextricable reason, I felt bad

"I haven’t had sex in a while though"

"Oh yeah?" She smiled then and I knew that she was happy to hear that

"That’s e should perhaps slow it down a bit now I don’t want to get to that point"

"It’s okay" She leaned in close to rabbed my hand and placed it on her breast "I like it when you touch ers across her sto to end up wanting more"

"I don’t mind," she whispered up to rass" I voiced the words slowly and then internally I thought to inity until you know the truth and then you can decide whether you forgive me or not