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"Baby," Iher hips, driving deeper
"Yes," she cries, nipples hard, body arched and ready to release "Don’t stop"
I bolt upright in bed, sweating, hard as a fucking rock and disorientated I run a hand down ht I can’t do this--I can’t keep dreaht She’s always there, inme I’m a fuckin’ badwith another wo I could ever do to et out of here I need to get away
Maybe I’ll go interstate for a race, take a few ive myself a chance to stop this shit Give me a break from Lena--maybe then I’ll ot I need to try I need to be a good s over the side of the bed and slide out, not wanting to disturb Lena I walk out into the kitchen and flick on the light, then I take a glass and fill it ater, sing it down quickly
Get out Fix this Forget her
Three things--none of them simple
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"What?" Lena cries, crossing her ar to race interstate, Nate No way"
"I need to and you know it Things are bad, Lena I need ti to find an easy way of ending this," she yells, throwing her hands up "Don’t be such an asshole If you’re going to end it, then just fucking end it"
"Fuck," I growl "I’m tryin’ here Do you think it wouldn’t just be easier for me to end this? Jesus, of course it would, but that’s not how it should be I’ that I’ it for Macy, because you know if you leave me I’ll take her and you don’t want to lose her You aren’t doing it for est reason I try is in fact for Macy, because she deserves both her parents in her life and I know that Lena will make it extremely difficult for hter breaksapart But, aside from that, I don’t want to hate Lena I want to see if there’s so," Iit for both of you"
She shakes her head "If you go, then go, but don’t expect me to wait around"
"Shit, Lena, do you want this to end? Is that what you want? If it is, then let’s cut all ties and call it off now, so we don’t have to keep going through this fucking shit I can’t get ether if you’re not in it too So if you want to end it, then fuckin’ end it"
Her eyes widen and she shakes her head quickly "I don’t want to end it I justit’s just"
"I get it," I say, fully understanding her hesitation "So that’s why you need to let ood for us"