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Grant’s eyes snapped closed and he let out a ins? Was that a bad thing? I wanted to put some distance between us For the first time, I felt vulnerable
He opened his eyes and stared down at uard He tucked his head into the curve of my neck and shoulder and drew a deep breath I waited silently
"You chose ainst my skin made me shiver, and his body mimicked ood for you I swear"
I never doubted that he would I kneas going to hurt me at first I wasn’t an idiot about how this worked I also knew I probably wouldn’t reach an orgasm this time, but that wasn’t what this was about I wanted Grant inside me I wanted to feel closer to him than I had ever been to anyone That was all I wanted froently, then lowered his body until I felt the head of his cock pressing against me It excited me as much as it scared me I lifted my hips to reassure him and he slid inside me When he reached the barrier his eyes locked on mine as he rocked his hips in one swift thrust I didn’t cry from the pain--it was only a burn He had slid coht," he said in a hoarse groan "Damn It feels like," he panted and ducked his head and took a deep breath, "a hot satin glove squeezing ht God, baby"
I wasn’t sure what all thatabove ood to him It was more than I had expected I was full Grant was inside otta move, but damn, I’m afraid to," he said as he slowly pulled out of me then sank back inside me A low sound cahinside me was a major turn-on I spread my knees and he sank deeper into me and let out a curse that sounded like it had been torn fro his voice I was clinized and ithim to ainstinsidea my mouth in a ravenous kiss He had never kissedcontrol the sa that point with hi ood now," I assured him
He tensed and then moved to lower his head back to the corner of one?" he asked with a low, strangledthat was still there was saze locked with mine His neck id, like he was holding onto so as hard as he could "This isthis is more than," he closed his eyes and a pained look caer I’m so close"
His words were all I needed to sendme I heard him shout out my name as I screamed his and lifted s around his waist to keep him there I wanted to feel each spasm of ecstasy with him inside me I didn’t want hi to hi You’ve ruinedruined me I can’t not have this," he said in ainst ined that this hat I was o I needed more My fear of the truth was pushed aside I couldn’t stop this Not now
Grant
Present day
If I went upstairs after her, there was a chance that Nan would get out of bed and catch me or overhear us I wasn’t scared of Nan, but I was scared of what she’d do to Harloas positive Harloasn’t here by choice Nan knew she was here last night when she brought ame here There was an ulterior ht fucking into it Literally
Kiro wasn’t a fan of Nan and he adored Harlow I couldn’t iine why he would send Harlon here to live with Nan He owned this house, so I was sure that was the only reason Nan had let Harlow live here Kiro hadn’t given her an option There was no guessing there
"You’re still here? Why?" Nan asked as she walked pastto cover her ass and a tiny tank top Once, that had heated my blood Her body would heat any man’s blood But not anymore I was over that Sex with her was eet coffee before I left but I can leave without it," I said, turning to head to the stairs
"You can have sos to do today," she called out behind et Harlow alone, but not here "No thanks You’re awake now It’s tiht I was a sex toy she could pull out and play with, and the fact was I had been But I’d been closinglike she was soood, but it helpedHarlow only hours after I had been with her to race home on Slacker Demon’s private jet and face the loss of a friend had broken me Life was short It had never been real to round had been a wake-up call How long did we have? Seeing Bethy buckled over, sobbing at his loss, made me realize that kind of pain would be unbearable She would have to live the rest of her life without him That was scary as hell
I had never loved anyone the way she had loved Jace But I was closeI had been falling but then I stepped back I couldn’t be that open I couldn’t do that What if I let myself be completely owned by Harlow? I kne easy it would be She was the one for me If I let her, she would be the one to ownsob that had torn from Bethy had been like a bucket of ice water poured over me I had watched Rush as he held his wife, Blaire, in his arainst hiiven his soul He was thinking the sa, but it was too late for him
He was vulnerable If he lost her he wouldn’t be able to survive it She would take every ounce of life in him with her He couldn’t breathe without her I’d left that day and drank until the idea of Harloas numb The sweet taste of her mouth was a blur, and the way she’d felt when I’d been inside her was a memory
Harlow scaredback to her I had been tormented with the memories of how her smile made hs of pleasure Then that nightthat one incredible, ht I was afraid I would never be able to wash it away and move on That was a power I had never allowed anyone to have over me When Harlow didn’t respond to my calls and her dad warned me to stay away, I finally forced myself to push those memories to the back of my mind Whiskey helped When I didn’t have whiskey she was hard to forget Even hiskey, I remembered her--it just hurt less
My need to see her had started to control et some help He had told me that Kiro would have me arrested if I stepped foot on their property He wasn’t happy with how I had used Harlow Kiro believed I had slept with Harlohile I was still sleeping with Nan I tried to explain and defendup on me