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She repositioned her legs, straddling her to work deeper on es around the country But none of theed a past frobecause it was the only way to survive It allowed ht before continuing in its smooth lullaby The more I listened, thedidn’t hold centre stage
Every touch was torture--stroking seizedorders, but it didn’t overpower her, thu into hard muscle on either side of my spine "I have blood on my hands I’ve stolen two lives"
My back bowed as the shock of her confession slapped the conditioning away, leaving me clearheaded for a wonderful her, turning fro turned heavy and rasping;ca in the back of my brain
"I elve the first ti Like me
The connection I felt toward Zel blistered nore the orders
"I was between foster parents Up till then, I’d been placed with decent faenerous--I was the one messed up and didn’t let them help me But that one…it was different I wasn’t prepared for the jolly overly-touchy uncle to coone to bed I wasn’t prepared for the pet-name ‘baby-doll’ to beco it I wasn’t prepared to watch his But I was prepared to defend e I’d stolen a kitchen knife from a previous family, and bided my time as he climbed into my bed His beer breath was rancid in the dark while his foul hands tried to fondle ed the sharp blade into his groin It was pure luck I severed his femoral artery He bled dry before the ambulance arrived"
Zel’s hands never stopped their relentless stroking Her touch twisted es all while I tried to concentrate on her story My body sparked with sensitivity The tickling of her body hovering above mine drove me insane
"The second time I killed, I’d just turned twenty-one I slit the throat of ato rape Clue I didn’t even think I wasn’t desensitized to hurting people--I avoided it at all costs--but seeing hi and reacted
"I’ll never regret saving her She saved me in return"
Her voice trailed off as she leaned forward, rubbing her hands all over, wrapping rance of lily of the valley Every part of hteningheartbeat andforward, Zel climbed my body until she sat on her heels overwith delicious pressure
Listening to her helped me stay sane, but silence sucked me back into the dark My headache roared out of control, and I did the only thing I could to avoid falling into the pit To avoid obeying and hurting her
I was done having her in control It was my turn
In one sharp move, I flipped Zel off my back and rolled over The belt around my wrists wasn’t escapable, but it didn’ther beneath me
Her eyes flared wide and panic etched her face
"Don’t worry I won’t hurt you I’m still in control" Barely
I wanted to lick, nibble, and bite I wanted to run my hands over her body and touch, just like she touched er urges, the entler touches--reprograe session I didn’t want to shatter her hope She’d helped, but not enough The only thing keepingthread of th, but disillusioned at the same time
Eventually, I would snap And I couldn’t have her touchingas the leather bit into htly it bruised my bones beneath
"Get off , I wrapped ently, searching for her
I groaned as I found her wet heat "You’ve touched me and I’ve obeyed, but now I need to fuck you Don’t deny e ainst s
"But it didn’t work I’d hoped to fix you I’s spread, giving me room to sink between them
My eyes slammed shut as I pressed into her heat Deeper and deeper I shivered as her pussy took"
She snorted "Behaving by not killing me you mean"
"Exactly" I dropped ue rose tomy elbows into the mattress on either side of her face, I rocked hard and possessive, clai her slowly, deliberately
Her hands landed on my ass Instantly the headache swar my control My body froze while I focused on how delicate, how breakable, how much I did not want to kill her "Don’t," I whispered "Stop touchingdeep into her eyes, I said, "I give you my word I won’t hurt you, but I really need to fuck you, Hazel Give me your hands" I thrust upward
She raised her hands above her head allowing ers The moment she was secured, I dropped one barrier inside ed into her
She cried out with the brutal thrust, panting as I drove into her My heart dru with sexual need
Her legs carowled as a fresh burst of urges filtered throughme from reality But I held on I focused I concentrated I never reverted to Ghost
"God you feel so good So tight So perfect" I rocked harder, filling her with everything I had She washer wrists, I dropped er into her mouth "Suck it," I ordered
Her eyes flared and lips latched aroundwetness and heat drove rowled, loving the sparking orgaser, biting with sharp, little teeth Her legs spasmed aroundaroaned I couldn’t hold off anyrelease exploded inleft insideher head back as her internal th with delectable strength
Her body went froid to floppy and a s the headache and the still insistent conditioning, I kissed Zel on the tip of her nose "How can I get you to re her cheeks "Re my head, I bit her neck "To call me Roan"