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"It’s possible" She grinned

"Did you wear roaned out loud I didn’t think she’d actually say ‘yes’ and now all I could concentrate on was hunting down those saain "Ah, you are killing h her hair "You’re so damn beautiful, Nat And you don’t even know it You don’t see what everyone else sees This beautiful, bright girl -- you’re like the sun"

"The sun?" she repeated

"I want to revolve around you" My voice shook I’d never been so obsessed with a girl, so careless with the way I felt -- she made me want to be careless

I felt myself stumble a bit as I latched ht now? I’d had two shots before our performance The first alcohol I’d had in weeks Not that it was any of her business or Alec’s I was in complete control

Except… I kind of liked it too elica stuffing so in my pocket when I left for the airport

The so just happened to be oxy, with a note that said, "More where that came from"

Um, it came from the devil so pretty sure it was laced with poison, but still It was burning a hole throughtowas too much -- when all I could feel was her When I wanted to be nuave me

Slowly, I moved ing it doard My tongue flicked her teeth and then plunged into herher to either kiss me back with the sa her body into ue, each place into her flesh

Her kisses were strange She’d kiss me like she wanted to have sex with ain, and then freeze Hell, ue and other parts of my anatomy were extremely confused and frustrated Sexually frustrated

"No" She pushed against uilty

"Sorry, Nat I didn’tout If she wanted to ait I probably wasn’t in the rightanyways It just… naturally happened with ed the dress back up and set her back I’m sorry, I’m just used to more I’m sorry"

"Demetri, you’re fine" She kissed ot out of hand, it’s fine"

It wasn’t fine

She slept in ht with Alec

Could I trust him? Did I trust her? Even when her mouth made me believe she wanted ht back at me? They were sad Al if I tried That was it All this ti ?"

"I just promised, that’s all" I cleared my throat

"You promised?"