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I act like I don’t care? He acts like he doesn’t care

I start cheating on hi on me with his mortal enemy’s sister

He hears I’m at the diner with friends? He shows up with his friends

We’re volatile together We weren’t always like this It all started when everything came to a head with our fathers Before that, if anyone would have told et rid of hihed in their face Who would have thought that our lives that fit so perfectly together would--alnizable?

Silas and Charlie’s lives don’t fit together any more effort than either of us is capable of

I don’t want him to hate me I just don’t want hi different It’s not that hard to act different, because I actually a hi it I’ thishio, he punched Brian’s dad when he overheard hiirlfriend I’ht before I wanted him to yell at me I wanted him to see me for what I really am

I wanted hiht before they threw him out of the diner, he took a step toward me He bent until his mouth was at my ear and he whispered, "Why, Charlie? Why do you want ht in aze as he was escorted outside The look in his eye--it was one I’ve never seen before It was full of…indifference As if he finally stopped having hope

And based on the text I just received froan this journal entry…I think he’s finally done fighting for us His text said, I’m on my way to your house You owe me a proper break-up

He’s finally fed up with it all And we are over Really over And I should be glad, because this was

Charlie has been extre ht be of use to us At one point, I saw her swipe her hand under her eye, but if it was a tear, she hid it well It , so I peeked over and tried to read froht we broke up What happened between us just amore than to scoot over and read the rest of it with her, but instead, she tells Landon she has to pee

He pulls over at a gas station about an hour from the prison Janette remains in the car and Charlie sticks by my side as we enter the store Or maybe it’s me who sticks by her side I’m not sure The desire to protect her hasn’t left , I’ve beco from the last two--alet that I’m not supposed to know her Or love her But all I can do is think about the kiss fro to remember each other when it was over The way she allowed me to kiss her and hold her until she wasn’t Charlie anyh when she pretended she knew her name Delilah? Even without herhow a few pieces of her personality still shine through today just as they did last night I wonder if I’m at all similar to who I was before all this started?