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"I should never have taken you there tonight, Pix And for that I’m so fkin’ sorry," Austin eventually said I could tell by the deep tietic sentence startled me Austin seeht, so lifting h his messy hair in co exhausted, and he slowly began leaning toward , and froh It rearden of reo
As soon as the back of Austin’s head hit an whirring in usted by what I feel like beneath the thin dress? A up at me with his alht through my demons For some reason, his lack of response to ize or pander to my inner panic like he had in the past He just stayed still and let me ride them out, only patient affection toward me in his open expression
It was at that moment I realized I had never been so comfortable with someone in my life It was the closest I had ever felt to normal in years, and my heart filled with a thin veil of hope Hope that Austin could break through the iron-thick wall around ht not depriveable to be with sohts of self-hatred and despair Hope that opening my heart wouldn’t lead it to break
Too lost inently against my lips
My eyes slammed to his and his softened with… lust? Excitement? Could this boy actually find me attractive? No… impossible…
"You’re so fkin’ beautiful, Pix," he hushed out, interrupting s, and I felt those words resonate down in the deepest, darkest part ofslurs with them
As I stared at the tattooed, pierced boy below hs was tingling,insideup and down my neck, and I felt er paused over the thu pulse on my neck, and his eyes hooded in response
"Fuck, Pix," he ainst s, and before I could stop it, a light ers clutched onto Austin’s hair,hi kisses to h the thin black , and I kneasn’t fro before , and beautifully scarred Austin
"Pix, fk, I’ to be with you… inside you…" Austin murmured and lowered his hand to fix the crotch of his jeans
Heat engulfed my face and I squeezed my eyes shut
Can I do this? Can I be with hio that far… and I can’t take hi my back… Will it be aard? Will he think I’h with it? How…?
The dyna irl who could fall for a boy, kiss, undress, then fall between the sheets and make reckless, passionate love There was e I wasn’t sure I could e of confidence I’ve never once been able to gain
Lexington, you cannot do this To do this you would need to lose at least another ten pounds And the boy could never see you naked He would laugh Leave you and never look back He would--
"Don’t listen to it, Pix Don’t let it tell you that I ain’t wanting you beneath ativity disappeared into vapor, and Austin’s words sounded as soothing as the lyrics of a child’s lullaby A lullaby that took his place, and a sense of silent peace filleda deep breath, I openedface was all I could see, and he added, "Because I do want you… real bad You are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out That voice inside your head doesn’t know shit about how it is for you andto force you not to eat and take all your choice away"