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"Feels so good," I whisper "It feels so good"
"Yeah," he rasps "Fuck"
I shift , deep insidefroasp his nahten aroundrowls "Come with me"
I tremble beneath him and my head falls backwards, he fucks ain, it’s explosive Unlike any other I’ve felt
"Roman!" I shriek
"Fuck," he rasps "Yeah"
We both tre few ainsthim softly on the lips before he rolls off and pullsaweso like tent sex," I whisper
"Fuck yeah"
I put a hand on his chest, and stroke h my hair, and we just lay there in silence for a while
"Do you think this was how our story wasfor a second, thinks, and then keeps going "Yeah, I think so I’ve irlfriends, but never met anyone I felt like I was meant to have there the way I did with you I don’t knohat it was, but I do believe you were put in h a bit in a short time, but look at us now"
"I think we’re pretty awesome"
"Fuck yeah we are"
"As much as I hate what happened, I feel like hoe are now is better than hoere before"
"How do you mean?"
"Well before we had a lot of fun, joked, had sex, and honestly at the tiether, our conversations are deeper, ful, it’s far more real I do think maybe e had a first was a rebound, but our connection was real, and it’s e h and came back to each other"
He thinks about it for a second, and then nods "You’re probably right"
"I think you had to go through what you did, as hard as it was at the time, I think if you didn’t, ouldn’t be where we are now You’d still be hanging on a line, not fully ain, I think you’re right I was never going to move on until she fucked oes quiet and I regret asking him that, for a second at least, until he answers
"Honestly, I wonder if I ever actually did or if what I felt was an attachment, or even a desperation of soo, I think I would have moved on quite quickly, but it was the distance and the not knowing or understanding, I guess I becaive me closure, and without closure, it can be very hard to just shut a door"
That ht, there is no possible way that ood about her to love She’s one of the worst people I know, I see that now It still hurts soood Mostly, I feel okay I’ve accepted it and really, I’lad I never went back"
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