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"I’o down there or not"

Oh

I thought he said he had decided he wasn’t going to

My heart sinks

Again

"Oh Is that what she wants?"

"Yeah," he says

"Why?"

"To see if there is anything there"

Anything there? Anything there?

He has to be kiddingthere is so fuck about hi hi hier bubbles in my chest, and I can’t stop it

I just can’t anye in my face, because he says, "You okay?"

"I just " I look up at hi to lose you, aren’t I?"

His eyes soften

But he says nothing

Da God dammit I’m such an idiot

I shake my head and stand

"Molly, please "

"I can’t do this any to say it, and I know you don’t want to hear it, but so it on your own"

I take a deep breath

"She doesn’t love you, Roman She is the most selfish, self-centred piece of shit I’ve ever encountered You know, deep down in your heart, that she doesn’t want you back, that she doesn’t love you I know you love her, I respect that, what I don’t understand is why? What is so fucking good about her, that you’d be willing to risk your happiness and another terrible heartbreak? What can she give you? Honestly? She’s a liar, she left you for anotherbut treat you like crap, so what exactly is it you think you’re going to get out of this?"