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A few minutes later, I realize that she really isn’t here After walking into my bedroom, I sit on one She doesn’t have her car because we still haven’t gotten it back fro it back, knowing that, if I got anywhere near that place, I wouldn’t be leaving until there was blood on the ground Devon said that we could leave it there as long as we needed, and since he wouldn’t be back for a feeeks, I haven’t been in any kind of rush I liked having her dependent on h, I lean back and let my head hit the pillow--only to shoot back up whenbesides the pillow

I reach out with a shaking hand and pick up the note with I don’t want to open it, dreading what could be inside, but if I have any hopes of finding her tonight, this would be where to start

Dear Maddox,

I used to think that h for both of us So you threw at me--and never break I kno that I was sadlyas I’ve known you, I’ve felt a pull towards you like I’ve never known before It’s no secret now that I haven’t had the best of beginnings in my life Even with all of that in my past, I still had faith in love Maybe I just had rose-colored glasses on I’m not sure But I wanted to believe that there was some sort of reward to be had for all the bullshit I had to deal with to get here

I’m only human, Maddox I’me while I’m down--I bleed just like the rest of us when I fall…only when I fall at your hands, it hurts just a little h to stand against your continuous rejection--to stand on the sidelines and watch you willing to fight for everyone one else around us to get their slice of happiness

One thing I know for sure now is that, asyou to believe in us I’ to you--my dark prince But until you can see just hoorthy your love is, I’m afraid I just don’t have a part in your life

I want you to know that I’ Not from you and not from my life here But I can’t be around you When you’re in the roo you to let me all the way in To let e, slay the deoing to get a hotel rooood hands until I can get settled I’m pretty sure she likes you more than me anyway

I love you

I wish you knesoive up Not h, I’m not sure why I even doubt that she could This is, after all, everything I’ve been working towards for years I pushed her away and refused the love she so desperately wanted to handwhen the hell I’m supposed to stop I refuse to sit here on my ass when she needsto let her in I know that, if I don’t make this next ive it a go

"Fuck!" I bellow, pulling ives way and I watch , it just feedsuntil I find her

I’ll fucking turn this town on its ass to find her