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"Oh, God! Oh, fuck Yes! I’ to coainst lide out of her body More wetness seeps frohs--proof of what I did to her
Her body starts to go lie my cock as deep as I can into her body and come so violently that my knees buckle Not once in o of her body
I’ve had a slice of heaven and it’s going to kill ive it up
Chapter 10--Eer than I care to ad I thought it would be All those ti a book and the heroine would claim that the Earth moved suddenly make sense I don’t think I’ve ever felt pleasure as intense as that inI’ve only had one other sexual partner in my life
I shudder when I think of Shawn, and Maddox’s ar here I know it seems like I should be upset or at the very least traumatized from what Shawn did to me, but I’ve promisedelse fro else just falls away It just feels right
"Cold, Ele deeper into his chest The short hairs under ain, I let out a contented sigh
He holdsto soften inside me, and I moan with a weak protest when he slips froet this condom off and let’s sleep We have a lot we need to talk about toht hi over us I’ive up this moment of peace between us I have no illusions that this is sos between Maddox and me have never come easy, and just because we let the heat of the inationto think he just isn’t wired to love Either that or he just really doesn’t feel the same way for me that I do for him
I clean myself up and take a few seconds to clear oing to ride the wave as long as I can Morning is just a few short hours away and I don’t want to waste a second I can spend in his arainst the hen I open the door, his jeans still unbuttoned and the zipper down Unfortunately, his cock isn’t still out, because Lord knoould love to get a good look at what I felt I avoid his gaze andin bed I listen to the sounds of hi that he doesn’t push ht shuts off, plunging the room into darkness, and I let my eyes drift shut as I listen to hi on to the bed When he doesn’t iain I listen as his boots hit the floor, one lightly and one with a heavy drop I can hear his breathing, and it ht as well be an echo ofsecond, and I’ to reject ain
I open ht and drops down beside me He doesn’t take me in his arms like I hoped, and with a heavy exhale, I settle in with the knowledge that e just shared could be considered a ht is a killer
He shifts his body, ht position, and right when I’ve all but given up all hope, his strong ar me into his body When his heat seeps into my chilled skin, I mentally cry out with relief
"Etone Almost like me, he can’t really wrap his mind around what just happened "Tell rab a condo
"You knohy, Maddox" I pray that he doesn’t ers draw lazy circles against my shoulder as I think of the best way to express some of my darkest fears
"You really kno to kill the moiving et out what needs to be said "When Coop found ht me out to California, it was bad--real bad The first thing I did was go to the doctor and get tested to You don’t exactly expect your rapist to be exclusive to you The tests all came back clean and I haven’t been with anyone else Until teeks ago, when I went back to Syn He hasn’t touched ht, so he wouldn’t have gotten to me then But I won’t lie to you He didn’t use protection the one ti if I said I wasn’t worried"
He doesn’t respond, but his fingers don’t stop their caress against my skin
"I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if… I just couldn’t take that chance Not with you"
His arhtens with s about s that I would rather you hear fros that I feel like you should know I just don’t kno to put it all out there for you, E leaves me speechless I’m not sure what he wants from me in this moment I’ve learned from the past that you don’t push Maddox, and when he’s ready to tell you so, he’ll do it on his time
The silence becoers keep tracing ihts and try to picture what, if anything, he is drawing