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"Do you like that?" I ask, already knowing she does

"Yes," she answers through gritted teeth

"Do you want s stiffening in anticipation

I look up at her "Do you want to feel heaven?"

I know she wants to roll her eyes at me, but instead she says, "Yes," in a pant

"Then take the sheet off us"

She peeks down at me "What?"

"You heard ers let go of the bottorab it and pull it off us With sunlight shining on us I dive doanting to devour every single inch of her Her fingers thread in ue dips inside, she tugs oninto my calves, I know she’s close I look up at her--her hooded eyes filled with desire look back at me

"No, Ben Please don’t stop," she says, her words choppy, sounding as though she’s having trouble speaking

"I won’t Just tellout with equal effort

"Take ain and this time I lick and suck at the same ti she never has I want to be the one to take her heaven

"Oh, Ben, yes!" she screams

My hands find her toes curled into my calves and I clutch them as she rides another wave of pleasure and then another Within my ears, I crawl up her body and hover over her and stare down at her Again I have to s the lu to do with sadness It’s her beauty and I don’t understand where these feelings are colide down roider

Unable to speak, I simply stare into her eyes Her hands ht to that spot beneath it Fuck, if I weren’t already ready for her, what she’s doing right noould make me hard instantly Finally I repositionck slowly inside her Her puy is wet and as I fill her I can’t stop fro pleasure

Her back arches

"Oh God," I groan, and bury my face in her neck

Pleasure strikes i, and so ready for me that I can’t control myself

She smooths her hands down my back and runs her nails over my muscles My blood feels as if it’s on fire I push deeper, es me faster with her hps and this time I can’t hold on When she moans louder suddenly, that’s all that le moment all I can feel is the need for release

"Fuck," I call out when she changes the angle of hps by wrapping her legs aroundme to thrust even deeper inside her I’ve had sex with countless women over the last three years, but not one of theht now

I chance a look in her eyes and I’h my body

"Come with me," I plead with her, my voice hoarse

"I will, I will, I proed tone

I close my eyes My muscles tense everywhere And as we call out each other’s na through some unknown barrier I didn’t know existed I open my eyes to look at her as I come harder than I’ve ever experienced I feel as ifinto s this universe for another The feeling scares the living shit out of me

It takes me a few minutes to collect myself Sweat coats my body, my ck throbs inside her, and finally I collapse next to her, unable to move I bury s I kiss her softly First her shoulder, then her neck, her jaw, and finally hermy own pattern She kisses entleness Maybe that’s what’s different about her? The fking isn’t just fking It’s inter tiht of s heavy on my mind She stays silent and so do I But I pull her tothe sheet back over us I bury us in our cocoon where I don’t have to try to figure out what the hell is going inside my head

I must have fallen asleep, because when she turns in her sleep, it awakens me Her back nestles into my front and I curl my ar against ers mindlessly play with the shamrock in her belly button

"You asked irl," she says, and the sound of her voice surprises me

My movement stops for the briefest of er the ornament "Yeah, I did"

"What I said sounded cold But it wasn’t like that"

I close ht you sounded cold"

"I loved the baby That’s why I knew I couldn’t keep it"