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Kelsey landed the last hit and watched in fascination as her sub exploded at the preciseforward, and his release spilling over his fist as he fucked his hand A man lost to himself and to the world for a few exquisite seconds Freedoe to cry She dropped the cat to the floor and sank against the wall, sliding to a sit, exhaustion sapping her She knew she should stay on her feet, stay in the position of power, but he couldn’t see behind him, so he’d never know She pulled her knees to her chest, her body throbbing and aching with unmet need, but not for Hawk She never slept with her clients She didn’t even allow the the intensity of another reach their sexual bliss often left her craving her own
And tonight there was so at her Jealousy
It wasn’t an emotion a doain her satisfaction froht But as she watched Hawk lying there bound, breathing hard, and blissed out, she felt the ugly emotion creep up
"Lady K?" he whispered after a few quietstate
"Yes" She pushed herself to her feet, turned down the s "You okay?"
"Yes, ma’a, how long before thethe angry red stripes on his back "You knoouldn’t leave you with anything long lasting, sweetheart I’ll never betray the contract we set up at the beginning Do you need s I can do that won’t leave any evidence"
"No, please don’t stop," he said quickly He turned his head to find her, his eyes still a little glazed and his hair flopping over his forehead "I like seeing the ain later after a session while I look at the s in the mirror" His face flushed at the adht"
Kelsey sighed "Sit up for me, Hawk"
He followed her directions, and she handed him a towel to clean himself up and another to drape over hi back into his head, she asked, "Is this girl important to you?"
He kept his eyes down as he cleaned the evidence of what had just happened off his hand and thigh, sha in Kelsey hated that, hated that he was still struggling so uilt was such a relentless one She wished she could just snap her fingers and take that hurt away fro one for him
"Yes, ma’am I think I love her"
She sat down on one of the chairs by the wall and braced her forearhs "Look, hon, I know you’re hoping I can beat this out of you, but that’s not hoorks You need to consider that these desires o away"
His head dipped and his blond hair fell farther down his forehead, shielding his eyes
"And I know there are people whoa double life is not a fun option Have you ever considered talking to your girlfriend about this? Feeling her out? You never know, she may be open to it"
He snorted and shook his head "Christina isin eleether until after we’d dated for six months She’s sweet and innocent andshe’d be repulsed by h credit," Kelsey said gently
He hauled hi his clothes on He pulled on his boxers and jeans, then gingerly eased his Got Beer? T-shirt over his head, wincing when the material hit his back "No disrespect, Lady K But you don’t understand You live in this world I don’t I won’t I want a norirl"
Kelsey tried to keep her expression placid, though the ilass in her skin I don’t want to be a freak like you "I see"
Hawk halted, his face falling, then he was crossing the roo to his knees at her feet "I’ht I say stupid shit sometimes" His expression turned earnest "You kno thankful I am for what you do I would never--"
"Shh," she said, caressing his hair He instinctively lowered his head and gave her invitation to stroke him She knek hadn’t ht She didn’t have a normal life and never would This week had been proof positive of that She couldn’t evenfucked up "It’s okay And you’re right, I’ out relationship advice I suck at them"
Hawk lifted his head, his eyes a little wide Probably because it was the first piece of personal information she’d ever shared with hiood at keeping the boundaries clear when not in a scene "Is it because of this? What you do?"
She smiled If only it were that simple "No, hon Not because of this"
His lips parted as if he was going to ask ave a little nod, bent all the way to the floor to kiss the top of her boot, then rose to his feet "Thank you for tonight, Mistress"