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Wine catches inlike an idiot
"Oh co dinner"
Jackson laughs, throwing his head back and exposing a lad solass of water toa mouthful and I scowl at him, but he doesn’t care He says and does whatever he wants There’s no censoring him…andMy scowl quickly rin and I bite rilled chicken I can’t be hty compliment I’d rather he not repeat, but one nonetheless
"Relax, Selena" Seth laughs, sitting forward in his seat "My words have nothing on what you and Jackson were doing on the living rooot home"
"Maybe not, but after the shower you and Olivia took, I’d say we’re even," Jackson chimes in with a flick of his eyebrows
Great They heard it I sitto prevent les, bea hard not to sh chewed food "Sorry?"
She flashes "
After that, dinner conversation flowed fros they’ve seen inor sexy, either Here’s an interesting fact I learned, Jackson’s favorite sex position is ‘doggy style’ It turns out he’s really into ass slapping and hair pulling Selena giggles the whole ti he said Seth, however, refused to state his favorite, clai he’s easily pleased and they all work just fine I refused to add any personal preferences to the conversation Selena knows allad she didn’t spill any of my likes and dislikes over the dinner table
When Selena and Jackson turn to each other for a quick make out session, Seth leans closer to o with it"
Drinking since this afternoon? There’s the Selena I know and lov--am used to I stab the last piece of chicken withthe fork back toit aside My sto my shorts to make more room for my food baby
As soon as I finish, Seth and Jackson rise fro Selena and I alone She juestures for me to follow her into the backyard I slide from my chair and follow her It isn’t until I follow her past the pool house, into the pool yard and she pulls a cigarette from her bra that I realize she’s cohts her cigarette and inhales deeply She expels the sh and looks at
"Jackson doesn’t like it when I smoke," she says with a small smile
"So you hide from him?"
"I don’t hide…okay, yeah, I hide He’s difficult to deal with and I’d rather not frustrate him"
Am I the only who doesn’t knoho Jackson is?
"Did he almost punch your dad?" I ask out of nowhere
She shakes her head, almost disappointedly "Yeah…it was fucked up He doesn’t understand how Dad is You kno he is, he’s an asshole, he’s strict and he expects a lot from me"
"Yeah, but you’ve never really cared what he wanted you to do or beco in now I’-four and I still act like I’row up now and I think I’m ready, but I don’t knohat I want I don’t know if I want to live with Dad anymore I want to travel I’ run…I just don’t know" She rattles off her sentences in a rando a conversation with Selena about growing up is soht I’d share with her Until recently, she was coed?
"You don’t know if you want to be with Jackson?"
She drags an inhale through her cigarette, htly "I really like hiuy…and it’s not like I’m the only one he’s had sex with in the past feeeks"
"What? He cheated on yo--"
"It’s not cheating, O We’re not together and at the time it happened, I was there too, but it felt different"
I cringe Of course she was referring to a threesoue and ask her what she means by different I don’t want to hear the dirty details of their sex life, but I as off her chest, which means I have to step up to the plate
"Nors I’m okay with it…but the other week, when it happened I felt…alirl was perfect, practically a ten"
"Then as the probles "I think I was jealous… I didn’t want to share hi my hands into fists like an excited child "You like hiain, like she’s not happy about it "I don’t want to like him…"
She runs her hand over her face and I step closer to her, no longer caring about the cigarette sulfs me "Why not? What happened?"
"He’s too…" I hear her voice shake and she clears his throat "He’s difficult, OI can’t even begin to explain it to you You won’t make sense of it"
"Try , always needing things done a certain way and with sex, he needs hard and fast, pain and pleasure, all of that shit He’s daed, and I know I shouldn’t bother with him, but I can’t walk away"
"If you’re not happy, then leave"