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This is the best kiss I’ve ever had, hands down It’s aue is wicked Stroking ently and with precision

He tastes like nac He’s delicious I’m lost and my hands move of their own accord One hand cups his cheek while the other grips the lapel of his shirt I pull hie press into ainst it I squeezeIt doesn’t help

By thunder, he’s huge!

The hand on my neck moves down my arm, around my naked lower back He opens his pales ht My breath hitches and I bite back a htly His other hand ers creep up htly cups my breast I can’t stop it, I moan into his rip ht

No! Put your da heavily he puts his forehead to mine and closes his eyes He whispers, "I’m sorry" It’s no more than a whisper but he rets kissing ood because friends don’t kiss Like, ever

What a crying shame

He kisses my cheek for a full second before he turns and leaves the office

My cheeks are flushed and I rest a hand onchest

What the heck just happened?

I really have no idea because I’

Hell’s bells

I irls, Trick, and Max are there

Nat looks at le Yep, still tipsy She looks at me wide eyed We’re both flushed But at least she looks satisfied

"Where’s Nik?" I ask Max

He shrugs and responds, "Said he had an eht"

I nod and look to the table

He’s avoidingup his friendship without a fight, he’s got another thing coive me four weeks of complete awesomeness and then rip it away fro stupid kiss

I have to do soht for him

You better watch yourself, Niki

Chapter Twelve

Friendship can suck it

Today is Tuesday

It’s been three days since I’ve seen Tina and I’ her She came to my office yesterday and I pleaded with Max to send her away I told hi anyone That was a lie I was sitting atto fly them into my waste basket which I’d placed by the door After she left, Max came into my office, sat at my desk and stared holes into my head He said, "Whatever you did to fuck up," he pointed a finger atfor a reply, he left

Today, I turn onfor er, remember me??! I want sushi 2day U in?

What the hell?

I thought Tina was upset with ht she was getting ready to tear me a new asshole And it would’ve been deserved Or cry, which would rip roped her while she was drunk Not soe of her

It was the best kiss of e of her

I’ht e doesn’t sound like she’s angry with me In fact it sounds like she’s the sa to have lunch with her friend

Ding

TheTo u sushi :)

I can’t help haround all weekend disappears

I’od she’s doing theit never happened

Can you pretend it never happened?

I can still feel her suck my bottom lip When I put my hand down the back of her dress and realized she wasn’t wearing underwear I just about had a stroke Sweet Jesus, that ass It’s a nice ass Soft as silk but firm, too The perfect ass Well, my idea of the perfect ass

Her lips are soft, pouty, and so sweet they taste like bubble guain

Yeah, I like kissing Tina No, I love kissing Tina Then she pushed herself up on my hard-on I almost ca inity

…aaand you’re hard Happy now?

Knowing she’d only ever been with the one guy and hasn’t been with hiood that you shouldn’t feel about your friends good

Goddamn it I don’t kno it even happened One ainst the wall

A sudden urge overcomes me

I have to see her I need to try and explainto do that without explaining I’s for her And I know that’s not what she wants

But what if she does want it?

If I knew Tina wanted to be with ot those kinds of feelings for her The one feelings I can’t believe itwith sout I want to punch the wall just thinking about it

What a oofy wax lips I sed intoed Neverwith her heart I’ll do anything to protect that heart I want it to be mine to protect

I sirl

I see Nik exit The White Rabbit and a chill sweeps through me as my hands start to sweat

What if he tells me we can’t be friends anymore?

I would just die Actually drop dead and die

I kneas in his office yesterday and if I really wanted to I know Max wouldn’t have stoppedhe talk to me But I wanted to respect his privacy He didn’t want to seewhen I sent hi we could get on like nothing happened