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Beck ht BE perfect But thatrun I’ve neversour eventually I’ve been a revolving door for assholes my entire life It isn’t a stretch that all of ht, I can’t shake the feeling that it’s just impossible for me to have love
I’ that I will ever have to happiness, but after today, there is no way in hell that I’ that chance I can’t, because deep down I know, I know, if I give him a chance, he will steal my heart I’m just not sure ould happen to es his mind
So, it’s best that whatever this is between us ends now before soet the iain, out of es of her filter throughto keep huffin’ and puffin’ over there like a damn brat?"
My eyes widen and lare at Maddox How dare he! How freaking dare he!
"You don’t knoell enough to judgesass around Izzy is better at giving those stank eyes out to get her point across I can tell that I’htly "This isn’t funny" I pout, crossing my arms over my chest
"It’s pretty daht in my tracks
"Excuse me?" I don’t have to fake the displeasure that laces my words
"You want me to lay it out for you?" At"Here’s how I see it Two ive or take a few hours, you and my boy have been fuck buddies who act more like a couple than so back and at the sa forward You’re hot and cold, but when you’re cold, it’s fucking frigid Last couple of weeks, I’ve seen that fear leave you The crazy ea with him, have stopped You were finally ready I won’t act like I understand your life, but if you let what happened today ruin what could be so for, then that’s on your shoulders"
"Are you done?" I spit out Literally, spit the words out at hi at the mouth at this point
"Yeah, I’ain, and after a second of stunned shock, I rush after hie ht now" I almost stumble, but he reaches out before I can nosedive to the asphalt
"Really? Want me to let you in on a little secret? This," he waves his hand around us, "isn’t even close to being about you Your best friend is up there with God knorong, and you’re stewing in your own shit We all have a jacked up past, all of us You aren’t special because you’ve been fucked over Do you kno much I would love to have so and running Where exactly will you run when there isn’t anywhere left to go?" His chest is heaving, and his black eyes are just taking
"You don’t think I want that? I crave that! But I know better than to ever let soain! I will never, NEVER, be at the mercy of another man I’ll tell you that much, Maddox! You want to stand there and stare at y eyes, that’s fine, but you better have all the facts before you condeives ain "Seriously! Where are you going?"
"Food You need to eat and cal, we’ll talk"
Bullheaded, asshat, infuriating MAN!
We’re sitting at a small diner around the corner from the hospital He’s already had aat everything and anything onme in the face
Slap
Slap
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What is it with these dah ht on the head, and I’ the hell out If he can see past ht into my deepest hurts, then I’m sure Beck can, too