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Holy shit I drop my forehead on the desk for a few minutes and allow myself a few seconds to freak out

I pick up the phone on ain but have no luck It is still early, so I leave a e for her to callthe phone up again and callingan appoints, I et ready I don’t even bother with my hair or makeup I just throw on so out the door

I n in I don’t have to wait long before h the motions with the nurse and then sit, wait, and silently freak out

An hour later, it’s confirnant

"When was your last menstrual cycle, Ms West?" The older man asks

"Um…I don’t know I think it was October, maybe early November?" I have no clue I’m still in shock "I don’t reht dear Let’s go down to the ultrasound room and take a look, okay?"

I don’t answer hiuides oing to do your ultrasound, dear We can talk when she finishes up" He offers a kind s out of the rooaze to Jane She looks like Nurse Hatchet

"Undress froht back" And then she’s gone

I follow her instructions and sit gingerly on the edge of the exaht out ofto handle this Besides the brief discussion by the docks that day, we hadn’t discussed children I kneas still having issues with the loss of our first child, the child he didn’t know about until recently but this was different

This is our fresh start This is our new beginning I place my hands overto have a baby I allow myself a small smile but slip my hands from my stomach when a brief knock sounds and Jane walks back in

She rolls a condos I blanch but do as she asks After one aard, slow thrust I look over at the rainy dot appears

"Well, there you go" She says and for the first time she sounds almost sweet "That dot there, is the fetus Looks like you are about five, alust 3rd" She prints off a small picture of the baby blob and hands it over into et dressed, not once taking my eyes off the picture of our baby

Our baby Standing there in the est sense of peace settles aroundto have a baby and I can’t wait to share the news I am scared, but I know deep inmy hands back over my flat sto I have

This baby is so loved already The love is overflowing intoon cloud nine

Heaven Absolute heaven This is what it feels like to have the world

I get ho the ultrasound picture away until I find the perfect way to tell Axel This has to be special He wasn’t there the last ti you are going to be a parent I can’t wait to experience that with hio before Christmas, I know the perfect way to let hiets home shortly after I do We enjoy a nice lunch before he carries me upstairs for dessert

I love afternoon dessert with Axel

Luckily for me, and my anticipation, the rest of the days before Christ unsuccessfully to locate Brandon I aht now, because I know that to my neith Axel

It is Christht in and watch old o She has basically disappeared since Beck carried her out of the bar She was short and I could tell frustrated We ifts tomorrow but that was all

I drift off to sleep with a smile on my face and butterflies in my belly Tomorrow is the day IPrincess, Merry Christhtly in et up Breakfast and Santa" He says with a s Santa, can I sit on your lap first?" I reply, rolling over and rubbing roan before bringing his lips down to my own He trails slow kisses and nips down ue across the swell ofa painfully hard nipple into his mouth He sucks deeply and flicks the tiny barbell with his tongue Bringing up his hand and pinching ers I feel the sensation all over my body

"How ready forforfor my dick?" He trails his hand down s only he can bringscream?

"Oh yes, please Axel, please…I need you, so fucking bad" I beg My pussy is begging to be filled, filled and fucked hard

"Jesus Christ Izzy, you’re fucking soaked" He brings his hand up and I can see ers clean before taking his ridged flesh in hand and rubbing against my clit The most exquisite shocks shoot up froroan loud and shairl wants my dick doesn’t she?" He says I nod my head, speech is beyondup my spine; every inch of my skin is on fire