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Because shes no longer mated to him? Doesnt that release hiainst his will?
It doesnt ic er than huical connection that doesnt simply disappear because the union is over
Even under all his madness, he misses her?
Lucan doesnt remember who he is but, he knows Anka at a core level I can only give hi Im her I use her soap and shampoo, wear her clothes, whatever is necessary
Under all that torone from him forever Tears welled
But if Anka is free of Mathias and has left Aquarius, why doesnt she return to Lucan?
She doesnt re survival of the species, I suppose Shes currently e her energy If she remembered Lucan and suffered as he does, shed never allow another tois possible, but difficult if unmated, and with Lucan in her ain
Nor will Lucan
Men who have been wellyearning to ain
Usually? I hear uncertainty in your voice
Sabelle winced Lucan lance at Lucan again His gleaainst the ropes His groas a threat that sent shivers down her spine His love must be powerful, indeed And Sabelle had tricked hi her?
Its the only way to keep him alive
Cadens reluctance toin control Lucans descent into ic would be the worst horror to a soldier with such self command
They were in the ht in the path of danger Coupled with the fact shed brought Caden to her side by foul er played a role between themhis retreat made a sad sort of sense
She bit her lip She needed to talk to him, if only to say that she understood Is Caden here?
Io allowed Bra in Sabelle handed her a little white rock I and Im not needed When youre ready to return, just toss this stone in the air and say ed her, then warned, Given his worries about Lucan and Mathiass backlash, Caden e
A shuffle and a quiet knock on the family roo to see Sabelle The sight of Sydney punched him with a breathless rush of thrill and need
Hed been away fro intensity, like a junkie craving a fix After settling Lucan back into his home, Caden had done little except pace and sweat and wish to God he could hear or set his desire under control before he could protect her Worse, his energy aning, and he realized that as an unmated male, he could bed anyone And must do so soon
But he only wanted her
Then his brain kicked in Why was she here? Sabelle, he realized And the only reason for the witch to visit was Lucan
Anxiety buzzed his blood, and he fought to rein in the curse on the tip of his tongue Sydney no far more about his objections That fact softened her noraze
Damn it, she felt sorry for hito the book on the nearby table I dont e in, but I had to see you Why didnt you tell ?
Caden took a hesitant step closerbut not too close That would be dangerous It doesnt change anything
But your refusal to share with me does I only wanted the truth
She rushed across the rooer and longing He dug his fingers into his thigh to keep fro her into his arms
I understand nohat you fear, shewithyou strive to retain Im sorry for him, but you dont know that Lucans condition would become yours
Given the way youve thrown yourself into a war, I do Your bravery is coer You dont take precautions, and I know youll try to refuse my protection, even if I insist you follow my rules
Your rules? Iuidance
He stepped closer, toe to toe, towering over her That spicy-sweet scent of hers infiltrated and intoxicated his senses, tightening his gut The inevitable erection sprang to life et rid of her quickly His resistance to her kiss eakening
You ered hiickind He will hunt you down and torture you Why didnt you use caution? Bow out? he growled, ready to tear his hair out Now its too late In less than teeks rown far beyond rational If we mated, theres no question I would become like my brother
Im clever, and youll protect me Braer involved
You should be Dont you see? Strength in nu a difference If we mated, wed have each other I dont need
I feel the same and more, but if I ether in days on the fist of one hand This is war Mathias is likeickinds ultimate sociopath Deter to kill And he wont die by a simple bullet, as you saw in his warehouse
Weve weakened his ar to do, and using the book as bait was perfect Maybe peace will coether
Caden raked a frustrated hand through his hair They were talking in circles, and still she wouldnt understand Peace? Last time Mathias was vanquished, it took decades and an army of experienced wizards Many died Too many were sacrificed
The same is true in human wars And like those, we dont have any control over who lives or who dies We only have control over e do with our tiether She squeezed his hand If Lucan and Ankas separation has shown anything, it should be that, while lovers can suffer, love itself endures Even without re someone dear
And Lucan has been reduced to an animal