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He put his lips to et everything, the worries co off of me like the tank top I quickly pulled over my head and shed to the floor He cuppedmy nipples until he pulled back the bra and exposed the them with his teeth I cried out frohevery centimeter ofti, present Here

"Please don’t stop," I begged hiroans "Please don’t stop"

"Baby, I’ started," he said, voice husky with unadulterated lust He went forsmooth strokes that set off nerves all the way down to s spread wider for hi him close to me, desperate for friction

He pulled away and quickly pushedhe undid the zipper ofboots He pulled down ainstto let hih, I’d lose the opportunity forever

When ht him in closer with my calves, hooked securely around his back The belt finally cale snap of a button

And here ere, naked froainstmy shoulders as if I would try and escape But there was no escape for me, I was in this deeply and I needed hi for me in his heart the way that I did, then he could feel soet, even here, in this dirty gas station bathroom, because I never wanted Caht there

"Ellie," he whispered, pressing his hard ridge against htly The pressure onopen, eager for hi erabbed his face and kissed hiue coaxing his until they uingme to devour him, consume him

He tookdown in sweet sinful pleasure

"Ellie," he whispered again and I reached down for his cock, stroking it srunt that came out of his eous eyes of his, caused my hormones to flare up into overdrive

"Just fuckon his soft earlobe "Just fucking lovelike I slapped him in the face

"What did you say?" he whispered hoarsely

"Please," I said, one hand a fist around his cock,my nails into his back I rapped up in layers and layers and he was at my core, at my middle This was me and I was in his hands and he had ed with lust, then he kissed ainst the rip and pressed the wet, sle thrust, he entered asping for air as pain rocketed through ain, until he becained life without this, life without anyone else This was the puzzle piece, the part thatWith each thrust of him up to the hilt he filled ave me life, if only for that moment, ere joined as one, and I was a better version than the girl I was before

It didn’t takehard into his ass as I alainst the mirror until I was afraid it would break But it was only ly and beautiful all at once He starteddohile hts And as I came, as the world was colors and I saw stars and felt unbreakable, unstoppable, the rush of emotions took over and buried me under them

I cried out in pleasure and then I cried out in sorrow I just plain fucking cried, grabbing hi into his neck, even as the last traces of hiain control of his breath, our bodies sweating, rising and falling against each other, trying to make sense of the world and what had happened "Hey," he said softly, voice aching with concern He reached for h the tears "It’s okay"

I closedhot tracks in their wake I shookbut unable to take in a breath I could only sob,up as every rotten part of ently "Ellie, please tell me"

I sniffed hard, my mouth ith my sadness, the words so afraid to come out

But they did

"I love you, Caht and it’s so wrong because people are dying, and we’re al and Gus is out there and my mother and we can’t trust anybody and all I can think about is you All I can think about is howup and I don’t deserve you but I need you" I ainst his chest, hard, ivein the world! I need you toood You don’t need me for that"

"I am so sorry"

"I’m sorry too," he said "I never wanted it to be this way"

To be this way

To be this way

My heart clenched painfully and I hunched over, fighting for breath

"What way?" I choked out "What way?"

"The way it is," he said, brows pinched together "The way it will be"