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She leaned forward and let her hands glide up around my back and across my shoulders She pressed a soft, open mouthed kiss to the center of my chest and it made my entire life zero in on that tiny point of contact

"Well you can be scared alone or we can be scared together I prefer the second option but if you need soure out what you want I can oing to be here with you if it makes you hurt and makes you freak out We both deserve better than that"

I wasn’t sure at this point it was about what I deserved or not but I wasn’t stupid enough to let what I had with her get deht of doubt I couldn’t control I finally reached out and pulled her to ainst all ,myself inside out but that didn’t see her know that whatever was going on insideon how my body felt about her "I’et this way but the last thing I want is to chase s I couldn’t say as they burned through my blood I wanted her always and the idea of that made my knees weak

She let h in her hair, let ainst the closest wall and press an insistent erection against her all without coentleness, no concern for skill or whether or not I wasneed to get inside her, to o crazy I needed to syphon off soet it out of ainst the wall and I felt her suck in a tense breath and still none of it gave me pause The towel hit the floor andboth of us naked Soet control back thatto leave marks but I couldn’t pull it in

She whispered et me to slon but I didn’t care I was ready to just move in her, to burry all the fear and uncertainty blindly inside her warirl that knew allfrom a place where I probably wouldn’t even re to let me turn her into another faceless conquest that I used to find silence Since I no longer had hair and was soher nails into ue to get led to catch her breath and pushed away fro her hands in the center ofme a hard shove

I stumbled back a step and shook ize, wanted to tell her I would never devalue all that she was coive me a chance She stood up on her tiptoes and put a s and there was a mixture of desire and trepidation in theirl just si to blame me for all the crazy that I had built up inside of me

"Just don’t, Rule" She moved her hand and kissed me with a million more levels of care than I had just shown her "You needto do it but I’ll be damned if you don’t know its me"

"I know it’s you Shaw"

"Good because for ato tell you how much that pissed me off Now shut up and let rab for her, to wrap her up and hold her close but she evaded my hands and slithered around so that she was on her knees in front offor a second when her lips landed soh that it hurt We had messed around plenty but this wasn’t and area she had seemed ready to venture into before now My dick quivered in anticipation as the tip of her tongue traced the outline of the ht around the base ofto take it so I gingerly placed ainstI did was going to oing to ask her to keep going or to stop because I wasn’t sure how ht and too ready to break as it was "You don’t have to do this" I ood chance I would die if she decided to stop HerI had through the tip of my dick and the Jacob’s ladder that was spaced out on the underside pulled the sensitive skin taunt when she closed it over the eager flesh My eyes squeezed shut as I hit the back of her throat and every sensation I had ever experienced up to this point in my life ceased to exist

I had received head froirls in le ti Shaw on her knees beforeher suck and pull me into her pretty mouth thathard andto hold me up anymore My cock throbbed in time to ht and ready to split into pieces I didn’t have the words to encourage her or to tell her what I liked and didn’t like, not that itelse we did in the dark she seemed to have a natural aptitude for it She played within and around metal that heated and cooled as she moved her mouth around it I sucked in a breath and tried to stave off the iasped her na hair to let her know that sheany of it She finishedstolided to her feet in all her naked glory She lifted a blond brow and flipped her now tangled and messy hair over her shoulder

"I’ll always take care of you Rule, in fact I like doing it because itto let you use irls that came before me so you better learn the difference"

I didn’t answer her because she was right so instead I picked her up by the waist and tossed her on the bed I didn’t need to give her ti ood job of turning her on andher wet and slippery Her folds were already slick and ready for whatever I had to give When I ainst herbetween us I knew even if I wasn’t particularly stellar in the sack that having all that jewelry down there could and would create a sensation that got her off regardless, not that I didn’t always s up around my hips as I moved in and out of her and let her eyes fall at half-mast I was braced up above her and her hands rapped aroundher look up like that ather h her body and ivensex with only one person over and over again because I had never really seen that as a path I was going to take With her I knew it to the botto her fragment and break apart When she ered my own release and I buried rowled like a feral ani out I collapsed on top of her in a boneless heap and felt her wrap her slender arave her a series of butterfly kisses withwill be okay"

She turned her head to give htly up and downas you are and I’ ti to be easy and fun that things like pizza and a quiet night at home have the ability to send you into a tailspin but I’ree to try"

I snickered a little against her daet you to go down onlike an idiot I can’t promise to knock it off any time soon"

She swore and swatted me on my ass I fell asleep with her wrapped up inand dark and soood my intentions were the walls tended to close in on ht at the end then there was no way I wasn’t going to try

We were both quiet the next o back to her car We stopped at the corner coffee shop for breakfast and neither one of us seeht before After a solid night’s sleep and waking up to her peaceful and innocent face I had-ups pull ht before Pizza and quiet ti co around in my brain after she madeto use her body to escape, to take so that was so different with her and on such another level and drag it down to where every other sexual encounter had begun and ended If Shaw hadn’t called o it would have been the end for I us I knew it and I was pretty sure she knew it Allowingshe wouldn’t stand for and I was eternally grateful

It had warht so the icy spots on the sidewalks were now ated around the to stay warm She had parked her car off the street a couple blocks over fro ready to ask her if she was alright, if everything was still cool between us but she ca halt and I almost ran into the back of her I swore softly as the hot coffee splashed over my hand "What the hell Shaw?"

She didn’t move and I had to jump back when her coffee slid out of a suddenly lifeless hand and clattered on the snowy ground She lifted a shaking hand to hera pickup truck that aiting to ht of her car