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I watch hien bipolar

I don’t last long watching hirab his coat and plantI have I slide against hi him like a tree His hands wrap aroundwe are beside He thumps my back into the bricks We make out like there is no need for air or food Just as he putsmy heels in

"No"

He looks back at rins, "I can h nervously and jerk my hand free, "I want the you that tilts his head back and eats the snoant the you that holds les into limpse of him and then it’s you that’s back" I point disappointedly "I want the sweet guy who puts his hand out for hten, "He’s in here too I think they’re a few of us" He lets go of my hand and walks away I hate him as much as I’uy? My sexual frustration overwhelms me

I snarl and turn to walk ho Stuart pulls up

"Get in, you pain in the ass"

I glance at him and roll et raped in one block, I’m a dead man"

I mutter rebuttals but climb in the front seat next to him

"I heard that" He le back and forth, "I know I also know you all can’t live without each other You saved each other when you were kids and it isn’t any different now You just gotta find a way to save each other again"

I look straight ahead and let uments

I stumble up the steps and feel lost in too many ways to process I’m exhausted

When I hit the sheets I sleep instantly

I wake to Michelle huriet ho cheerful and hurumble and pull the covers up

"Did you make the crawl of shame?"

I open one eye and smirk, "What?"

She pulls back the covers and plucks my t-shirt, "What is this?"

I s and stretch and moan a little, "My…" I clear my throat, "Uhm T-shirt"

I make duck lips and watch her She arches her eyebrow and shakes her head, pointing at er "Nuh uh No I know all your dirty skeezy little orphan clothes and this shit isn’t yours" She bats her eyelashes blankly, "Spill bitch"

I roll on ine the words I would use to describe it There are none

"Fine Keep your secrets Just say it was Sebastian I want details eventually, I kind of have an idea how it goes anyway" She closes her eyes and grinds her hips on ot soh, "Dirty No I ith Eli"

Her green eyes pop open, "No What have you done? Did you wreck it with Sebastian?"

I shake ht"

"Sweet Jesus Somebody lost her V-Card and ith it" She looks around, "Where is your phone?"

"Why?"

She grins, "Cause Catholic girls gone wild is gonna be calling"

I laugh, "I left it there I told hio to financial aid today and apply for a loan for summer semester"

Her perfectly manicured dark eyebrows knit, "Huh? You humped him and wore his shit ho anymore?"

I cover my eyes and moan, "Noooooo Don’t say hu sexual, nasty? I open ave you?"

I nod

"Good You don’t want to be having sex without protection You don’t knohere Eli has been"

My heart burns when I think about his roo a little