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"Yeah That’s it That is the feeling" Katie looked around the store

"That is exactly how it feels Like we should be out on the road running away froun store" Jenni rolled onto her side "Do you have any regrets about the first day?"

Katie returned her gaze to Jenni’s face, nodding "Oh, yeah Two actually

I just don’t like talking about it It seems fruitless Useless"

"You don’t have to tellout to touch her hand

"I really haven’t told this to anyone I haven’t even thought about it too much" Katie rubbed her shoulder as she searched for words "Theinto oodbye and she was drinking her ht and we noticed, through the trees and bushes lining our front yard, that our neighbor was stu trashed with his business buddies and coet up and start banging on the huge plate glassthey had in the front of their house We laughed about it and I told Lydia I’d see her later I drove off"

Jenni’sher "The neighbor"

"I think she went over to see if he was okay I saw hi the mailher head, her eyes unfocused as she reret I didn’t kill the zoive her peace"

Gripping Katie’s hand tightly, Jenni kissed her fingers "I think you gave her more peace than you know I think she’s okay In fact, I dreao"

Katie arched an eyebrow "Really?"

"Yeah, she was telling me that I had to make some hard choices soon"

Jenni didn’t think Katie’s eyes could widen anymore than they were

"Really?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Travis drea really similar"

This didn’t surprise Jenni She was now convinced that she was fulfilling her destiny in a way she did not understand The mall had forced her to face some terrible demons from her past, but now she had laid theret or fear Fear had stolen too many precious opportunities from her as it was She now realized that what she had been running from was exactly what she needed to confront

For the first time since the zombies rose, she felt sane She felt solid inside of her own mind No, she was not the Jenni that existed before sheasshole, but she also wasn’t the abused housewife anyet revenge against the dead for the death of her faely, she now realized after a few days in the mall that she was more than the su into the faces of the people around her, she accepted that she was stronger than she ever realized and the choices she er let life just sweep her along

"What is it, Jenni? You look odd"

"I’ ti what could have been, pondering what could have happened I’ve been in loca mode so much since it all went down, I don’t think it ever hit me that maybe I am still alive because ered the rosary around her neck Juan’s iven it to her before she had left for the hospital "Do you ever feel that way?"

Katie shtly "I always felt I was supposed to save you That it was my destiny Or maybe just a way to keep randmother always told me that God had a plan for everyone’s life