Page 14 (1/2)
"Well, I just have been feeling soes, which I can’t explain," she started
"What sort of urges?"
Rachel didn’t know if she should tell hiht About Brian and what happened at the café She didn’t know if he’d understand and she didn’t want hiain, he was a shrink; he sees a lot of crazies
"Last night for exauy I really like, Brian, and then all of a sudden I had the urge to taste him," Rachel said
"Describe taste him," Dr Goldman asked with a confused look on his face
Rachel knew she couldn’t turn back now She had to explain what she was talking about
"To taste his flesh and blood I don’t knohat that is supposed to hed
"This is a little confusing, can you please explain it some more?" Dr Goldman asked
"Well, he came close to me to kiss me, but all I could do was stare at his skin, at his neck, at his flesh and wonder what it would taste like Is that nor for some clarity
"It has not happened to et I said anything, I’," Rachel said
"You should not feel ashas, Rachel That is why I am here To help you," Dr Goldman said
"But doc, I had to leave the café I couldn’t sit there for one more second or else I would have acted on it I could feel , it was nuts," Rachel added
"Is there anything else?" Dr Goldman asked
"Hmm…my mom I don’t knohat happened to her Everyone say’s it’s my fault I know you saw her before her co," she said
"Under confidentiality, I cannot discuss anyone else in our sessions So, unfortunately, I cannot confirs for you What I can tell you is that it see ill need to uncover more," Dr Goldman said with a concerned look on his face
"Will I be ok?" Rachel asked, worried
"Everything in time, Rachel We ork on your amnesia first, and then sort out the rest of this"
"But I’s that have happened to e episode at school the other day I started sweating, ry and I was out of breath I had to run outside and then once I did, I felt better I think it was the cold air on my face that helped," Rachel said
"That sounds like a panic attack to ns of one," Dr Goldman confirmed
"I don’t know, Dr Gold a lot It’s like I don’t knoho I am anymore," Rachel said "I wish so tired?" Dr Golduess I ," she said
"Perhaps you should get so to leave and ill see each other soon I promise"
"Ok, thank you," Rachel said, as she slunk back into her bed and pulled up the covers She didn’t realize just how exhausted she was until she lay there a fewher weak body She had a headache, hershe hadn’t felt before It was a weakness she couldn’t describe
CHAPTER 12
Even thought Mark wasn’t quite feeling hiirlfriend to the ht It was only their fourth date, and he was really into her He wouldn’t want to disappoint her and call her to cancel lastor just tired, but soht es of the flu, since it was raht now, but his sy up exactly In fact, his symptoms didn’t match any illness he’d ever experienced before He felt unsure about as happening inside his body and kneasn’t nor, he’d just suck it up and deal with it later He knew his sickness wouldn’t coe ahead and keep his date night with his new girlfriend, Gina
He was also excited because tonight was the first night that he was allowed to use his parent’s car He had just got his license and was proud of hi his road test He was actually a bit surprised that the lady who administered his road test passed hiht to be extra cautious and brushing the curb during his parallel parking He had heard ru the worse, but he was pleasantly surprised that it was not as bad as everyone had made it out to be It was either that, or the woood mood that day Either way, he was thrilled to be out on his own, in the car picking up Gina for the first time He felt empowered and independent Last time he went out with Gina, her mom dropped them off at the diner in town for dinner That made him feel like a little kid and he was eht turn signal on and drove into her driveway He put the car in park, shut off the engine and got out to pick her up at the door like a gentleman He knew she came from an old school Italian family and they would appreciate his chivalry He wouldn’t dare pull into the driveway and honk for her