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"Yes, Mr Black, I’ll get on that immediately"
"Thank you, Valerie," I said as she left my office
I pulled out my cell phone, dialed Dr Peters, and made an appointhtured it was about time I finished up some paperwork, made a few business calls, and alerted Denny that I was leaving the office early and to come pick me up
I stepped into the Limo and instructed Denny to take e Rover and drivewhere I was going I consider Denny one of my best friends He’s been with Black Enterprises for the past ten years He drove for my father and now he drives for me
Denny is in his early fifty’s, and he’s seen a lot from me in the past ten years He’s always been there for me and even bailedmy father He’s like a second father to me as well as my confidant I could always count on him to help me out if I needed it
In return, I make sure that he and his fa time no see, Connor," Dr Peters said as he sat in the blue chair across froiven up, Dr Peters; I’ve just been too busy toDr Peters for a few years, and he’s the only other person who knows about Aentleman, with salt and pepper hair and a medium build I found him very easy to open up to I suppose that’s why I continued seeing hi women, but it became too co to help ress since our last visit?"
I leaned back and rested my elbow on the arm of the chair "No, I haven’t, but like I told you before, I’ in a relationship I like my life just the way it is"
He narrowed his eyes at htain," I answered as I took in a deep breath
Dr Peters looked intently at me and cocked his head, "When did they resuo," I said
"What do you think triggered them this time?" he asked as if I would really know the answer
"I don’t know, Dr Peters, that’s why I’ Ashlyn?"
I looked to the side as I answered his question, "Yes, I as for her?" he asked in a serious s for her," I snapped as I got up from the chair, put my hands in ood lay, that’s it There’s nothing et so upset when I asked you that question? It see more with someone Maybe not with Ashlyn or with the other wo to feel lonely"
I turned around and looked at hi more with any woman How many times do I have to tell you that?"
"Calm down, Connor, and sit back in the chair You need to listen to yourself It’s not healthy not to want anything more in life than just work You’ve let your emotions die because of Amanda, and you need to accept the fact that her death wasn’t your fault You said it yourself; the girl already had emotional problems when you met her"
I walked back and sat in the chair directly across from Dr Peters "She did have some emotional problems, but she clearly pointed out in the letter she left that she killed herself because I broke up with her How the hell does soet into another relationship with so that I was the cause of so atin every word I spoke "Doc, I don’t feel anything when I’m with a woman I don’t feel any type of connection at all There are no eh me, and I could care less if they want more from me I’m upfront with the wo else, and if it’s not good, then I toss them aside and find someone else"
"Those are harsh words, Connor," he said tilting his head to one side
"No eot up from his chair, "I just think you haven’t allowed yourself to find the right woht woman out there for me, and even if there was, it wouldn’tto do with me My past will always stand in the way of that"
"I’ you some sleep medication," Dr Peters said as he handed ht before bed, and hopefully you’ll be able to get sohtot up fro me today; I’ll be in touch"
"I want to see you next week, Connor, so make sure you make the appointe froht at Club S for some fun"
Club S wasn’t exactlythere to look at the beautiful woht wo After the session I just had with Dr Peters, I needed to go out tonight and get drunk to take s I replied back to Ashlyn
"I’ll , and I’ll be wearing so extra sexy for you"
I arrived back at the penthouse and changed intoand had Denny drive ht now I needed to decompress from my session with Dr Peters I will never allow myself to fall in love, and there will never be a Mrs
Black walking around the streets of New York, even though many women have stepped in line to try and be the first
I ran six hts, and fked Stephanie in the steam room I’d say it was a very productive workout Stephanie is fully aware of my rules, and she’s less coh with a lot of hair pulling, so of course I have to oblige to keep her wanting irl Afterwards, there’s no talk and no questions asked; just a sym with a smile on my face, and as I slipped into the back of the li by the smile on your face, I assume you had an exceptional workout?"
"I sure did, Denny, I sure did," I s back at the penthouse, I threwin the closet and headed upstairs for a quick shower to wash off the smell of sweat and sex from my body