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At last, we stuazed over my shoulder at Matt Wet curls were plastered to ood as Matt, who looked like a sea god coolden treasure trail glistened Was I under the influence of Valerie's décor?

Matt held ainst my slit He started to tremble

"It's okay," I whispered "Please, I need it"

He entered roan If I let go, everyone in the house would hearfrom the mirror

Matt stared at our reflection as he bucked into rew brutal and his eyes burned as he watched

"Oh Matt," I gasped, bracing ainst the counter "God, don't hold back"

Matt was unusually quiet No dirty talk tumbled from his lips--not even a moan

He was transfixed by our reflection I saw hi as he slammed into me Color flamed my cheeks I remembered the first time, when he yanked up my top and fondled me in plain view of my house Where was that man?

He looked down at our bodies

"Tell me," I panted "What do you see?"

Matt opened his h me

He usually needs some time to snap out of it

I kneanted too much too soon, but I was addicted to Matt's dirty mouth I was addicted to the way he hu crescendo of pleasure, I rocked back into his thrusts I found my voice and started to babble

"Your cock," I stas"

"Hannah"

My name was a whisper on his lips

"Tell asped Iyou take it Ah, fuck, I'nity; the rush of passion tore it away

"Give it to me, Matt, fuck me, come in me--"

"Fuck, Hannah!"

Matt's hands snaked aroundthe nerves, ainst the sink

Afterward, Matt was inert again I wrapped a towel around him and ruffled his hair with another I had hoped that sex would knock his head clear all at once, which was ridiculous Nate was right--Matt needed time And I could be patient

I kissed his mouth He kissedout of the bathroom I watched after hiood reason His body had been through a punishing ordeal Fuck,with row a brain!

I grabbed an orange and a bottle of water froe and hurried to the bedroo a pair of black boxers and the iven him was nestled into his side

I sed the lue"

Silence

I set the fruit on the bedside table His pill bottles were there

"Have you taken these? I think--" I fiddled with a bottle "--I think you're supposed to take this twice a day"

Matt held out a hand

"Uod Which hich? Tapering dose highest dose After so capsule in Matt's palm He washed it doith the bottled water

"Sorry," he said after a space

I patted my body dry and cli hiies," I said

"It makes me sleepy Can we talk?"

"Of course we can talk"

"I ies," I repeated "I'm not sorry I met you"

"I tried to stay away At first, I tried"

"You couldn't have" My chest tightened reflexively at the thought of a life without Matt I gathered a breath Ti?"

"Mm"

"Matt, I--I don't think I could have stayed away froertips over his back "I love you You know I love you"

"Why?"

It helped that Matt's eyes were fixed on the wall Those penetrating green eyes I couldn't have said these things to them

"I think I've always loved you," I whispered "I felt soether It was like I had loved you without knowing you, and the love was in ize, Matt It's you I love There's no why about it"

Matt rolled to face aze--finally--with obvious difficulty We watched one another

"You and Nate"

"He's been a perfect gentleman," I said

"Yeah?" Matt searched my expression drowsily