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Yes," Gillian said simply Her heart rate had picked up a little, but with anticipation rather than fear
Angel was looking very -into-the-distance pose, then said, "Have you ever had the feeling that you don’t
really know reality?"
"Frequently," Gillian said dryly "Ever since I rinned "I mean even before that Someone wrote about the ’inconsolable secret’ that’s in each of us
The desire for our own far-off country, for so we’ve never actually experienced About hoe
all long ’to bridge some chasm that yawns between us and realityto be reunited with so in the
universe from whichfeel cut off’ "
Gillian sat bolt upright "Yes I never heard anybody say it that well before About the chas else, soht it was
soot anything to do with them at all"
"As if the world has soet on the inside"
"Yes Yes" She looked at hi a witch, isn’t it? You’re saying that I’ve
always felt that way because it’s true Because for rimaced "Actually everybody feels exactly the sa"
Gillian collapsed "What?"
"For them For them, there is no secret place As for you well, it’s not what you’re thinking; it’s not
so It’s as real as those socks As real as that girl, Melusine,
in the store in Woodbridge And it’s where you were meant to be A place where you’ll be welcos"
Gillian’s heart was racing wildly "Where is it?"
"It’s called the Night World"
Gray-blue shadoere gliding up the hills Gillian drove in the twilight, heading toward the darkness in
the east
"Explain again," she said, and she said it out loud, even though she couldn’t see Angel There
was a slight disturbance of air above the seat to her right, a hint of
it’s not just witches"
"Not by a long shot Witches are just one race; there are all sorts of other creatures of the night All the
sorts that you’ve been taught to think are legends"
"And they’re real And they’re just living alongside normal humans And they always have been"
"Yes But it’s easy, you see They look like hulance As much as you look like a
hurandrandma and my mom So I’m alldiluted"
"It doesn’t matter to them You can claim witch blood And your powers are beyond dispute Trust ot you," Gillian said cheerfully "I uardians, do they?"
"Well" Angel seemed to coalesce dimly beside her Fro "You can’t actually tell them about me Don’t ask why; I’m not allowed to explain But I’ll be
with you, the way I always am I’ll help you out hat to say Don’t worry; you’ll do fine"
Gillian wasn’t worried She felt steeped in mystery and a sort of forbidden exciteical and unfamiliar
Even the snow looked different, blue and al
farlow appeared above the eastern hills, and then the full ht
Deeper and deeper, she thought She see
-anything at all-could happen
She wouldn’t have been surprised if Angel had directed her to pull off into so But when he said, "Turn here," it was at aoutskirts of
a town
"Where are we?"
"Sterback Little hole-in-the-wall place-except for where we’re going Stop here"
"Here" was a nondescript building, which looked as if it had originally been Victorian It wasn’t in very
good repair
Gillian got out and looked at the ht have been a lodge It
was set apart from the rest of the dark and silent town A wind had started up and she shivered
(Uh, it doesn’t look like anybody’s in there)
(Go to the door) Angel’s voice in her n at the door, nothing to indicate that this was a public building But the stained glass
above the door was faintly illuminated from the inside The pattern seemed to be a flower A
black iris
(The Black Iris is the nael was interrupted by a sudden explosion That was Gillian’s impression For the first instant she had
no idea what it was-just a dark shape flying at her and a violent noise-and she almost fell off the porch
Then she realized that the noise was barking A chained dog was yaet at
her
(I’ll take care of it) Angel sounded gri like a wave in the air
The dog dropped flat as if it had been shot It rolled its eyes
The porch was dead silent again Everything was silent Gillian stood and breathed, feeling adrenaline run
through her But before she could say anything, the door opened behind her
A face looked out of the dimness inside the house Gillian couldn’t leam of eyes
"Who’re you?" The voice was slow and flat, not friendly "What do you want?"
Gillian followed Angel’s whispered words "I’m Gillian of the Harman clan, and I want in It’s cold out
here"
"A Harhter of Hellewise, and if you don’t letto do to you what I did to your cousin there" She stuck out a gloved finger toward the cringing
dog (Werewolf? Angel, there are real olves?)
(I told you All the legendary creatures) Gillian felt an odd sinking She had no idea why, and she
continued to do just as Angel said But sohter
The door opened slowly Gillian stepped into a diain with a
curiously final sound
"Didn’t recognize you," the figure beside her said "Thought you ive you," Gillian said, and pulled off her gloves at Angel’s direction "Downstairs?"
He nodded and she followed him to a door which led to a stairway As soon as the door opened, Gillian
heardextremely subterranean The baseer It was like a whole neorld down there
It wasn’t hter than upstairs, and there were no s It seemed like an old place; there was
a shuffleboard pattern on the cold tile floor and a faint smell of mildew and ures sitting on chairs duathered around a pool table at one end There were figures in front of a couple of
ancient looking pinball ures clustered at what looked like a home bar
Gillian headed for the bar She could feel eyes on her every step of the way
She felt too s as she perched precariously on one of the bar stools She rested her
elbows on the counter and tried to slow her heart down
The figure behind the bar turned toward her It was a guy, maybe in his twenties He stepped forward
and Gillian saw his face
Shock rippled through her There was soly or
that he would have caused a co Gillian sensed
through her neers and not through her eyes at all But the i Tainted by cold dark thoughts that arden
Gillian couldn’t help her recoil And the bar guy saw it
"You’re new," he said The dark and cold see her
fear "Where are you fro instructions at her "I’m a Harman," Gillian said as steadily as she could "And-you’re
right I’m new"