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Dear Betsy,

I&039;iving you the scoop, though, so listen up

First, although you will, don&039;t blaet that it&039;s a waste of tiain: don&039;t blame yourself, dumbass

I wanted to do this Frankly, I have inclinations like this all the ti with alcoholism and the ability to ht we met? I was about to do a swan dive off the hospital roof and you wouldn&039;t letyou

It&039;s only fair

It&039;s also only fair to tell you that you shouldn&039;t blawith the dead ht

But it&039;s not their fault I only told them the stuff they&039;d find most helpful, the bare oing back into that roo you as I am And they don&039;t know a fifth of what I know

Listening to yourself tell yourself about the awful things you&039;ll do someday is an experience, I won&039;t deny it But before you break off a chair leg or so and march into the bases, please believe that the other Marc DID NOT MOJO ME

INTO DOING THIS

He just told me ould happen to me if I didn&039;t Believe me, it was not a difficult choice At all And hey, I&039;m a man comfortable with opiates When I went, honey, I recked

So I&039;ve saved lad of the chance Do you knohy?

Because I love you, dumbass From the moment we met You&039;ve been like the little sister I never wanted (That&039;s a joke Not a very good one, I agree) And right now you&039;re thinking dark thoughts about how you can&039;t protect your friends and being the vamp queen has ruined your life and no job in the world is worth this and how could you not see what I was going to do, blah-blah-blah, why , , and it&039;s the stone truth: knowing you has only ever made me feel one way Not scared, not horny, not crazed, not pissed, not despairing, not thwarted Lucky

Knowing you hasthis little opiate cocktail, I feel lucky I&039; that poor bastard down in the basement couldn&039;t do And look at the price he paid!

By doing this tosome seriously bad shit

But don&039;t take my word for it

Go to the basement, and ask me Ask me for yourself You won&039;t like what I say, but you&039;ll see the truth behind his awful sain Believe it

Your friend,

Marc