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Chapter One

“Pax”

I can’t be sure that the girl said ible and hard to understand, mostly because my dick is in her mouth

Sluirl’s head down further, wordlessly urging her to bury more of me in her throat

“Don’t talk,” I tell her“Just suck”

I closein herout the cornersHer cheek razes h I don’t understand itShe’s not getting anything out of thisMy hand is on her head, pushing, pushingGuiding her rip the hair at the base of her neck, winding it in ain

She ain

I still don’t knohy

I still don’t care

I’h as fk

And I don’t know her name

Everything is a fog, except this an to our right, and the sounds of the cars on the highway a few hts froht that soht happen by and see usNo one is out here on the beach, not at 11:00 pmNot that I would care anyway

Right now, all I’m focused on is this blow job

I already know that I’m not ready to come, but I don’t tell her because I don’t want her to stop yet, eitherI let her go for a few minutes more before I push her away

“Take a break,” I tell her as I settle back into my seat

I don’t bother to putas I relax in the breezeThe girl turns her attention to the visor hten her mess of a face

“Wait,” I instruct“Hold on for a minute”

She looks at me in confusion, her lipstick smearedI smile

“I know you want so a little bottle from my jacket pocketI dump a few coke pebbles onto a littlethe powder into two straight lines

I offer her the little straw and now she’s the one s with her distorted clown mouth

She snorts at her line, coughs, then snorts it again

Settling back into her seat, she tilts her face to the car roof as she lets the drug take effectHer eyes are empty as she thrusts the straw at me and I hesitate for only a second

I’ve hit it hard today and I’ve done more than I usually do

Of everything

But for so today, stronger than usualAnd it’s on days like this that I hit the hard stuffI grab the straw and doin the powder that never fails to takeelse, I can always count on this

The familiar burn ihout the rest ofup h it, hard and pounding, carrying oxygen to ers

I fking love this shit