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My readers
THANK YOU!!
Without you…
I would be nothing
“Stop,” Jacob warned as I tried to pull him closer to me by his shirt
“Oh, come on, everyone’s inside No one will see us”
It was nightfall The bright fulloutside on the beach that held so ave me a sense of cohts outside together
Just Like This
He looked up toward the house behind me “Kid, I can see them If I can see them, then they can see us”
I shrugged “I don’t care,” I honestly spoke
“You don’t mean that”
“See… there’s the problem, Jacob I’ve always meant it”
He took a deep breath, hisbefore he crossed his chiseled, esture i me how they felt wrapped around my body
“I love you It’s that siain
“I love you, too You know that I’ve always loved you, but that doesn’t change the fact that this is wrong What we’re doing, e’ve been doing since you were fifteen behind everyone’s backs is fucking wrong”
“Why? Why is it so wrong? I’m not a child anymore I’m twenty-four years old I know you’re ancient and all, but fuck” I grinned, trying to lighten the mood
He chuckled, “You little shit”
“We’ll figure it out He has a right to know They all do”
He nodded, knowing I was right “I won’t lose you ever again You’re mine, Lillian”
The possessiveness of his words radiated all aroundme feel warm all over
I beah my lashes I secretly loved it when he called me by my full name It made me feel older for some reason I know it didn’t make any sense, oman wanted to be older? No one would understand until they knew our history and walked a et to this point, but we made it here nonetheless Nowhere near where we needed to be God only knows if ould ever get to that point
Have you ever wanted so that you could practically taste on your tongue? Soht about, day in and day out?
The feeling is so intense that it becomes a part of you You could feel it under your skin, in your heart, consu your mind
That was Jacob to me
He was my core
I couldn’t remember a time when I didn’t want him
When I didn’t think about him
When I didn’t love him
He put his ar but his sce
nt and strong hold He towered over ainst him I loved that, too
I stood on the tips ofmy face in the crook of his neck andmy nose back and forth on his skin
“You know I can’t,” he groaned I knew my touch had an effect on him
“I know you’re old and it’s way past your bedtime I mean you are thirty-one after all”
He bitme yelp
“Watch it”
I giggled, “Stay I’ll let you do things to me”
“Right” I kneas grinning, I felt it against my cheek “Because that’s a problem I can’t keep clothes on you All you want is for s to you”
“All the more reason for you to stay”
“Kid, you’re staying here tonight, in his house”
“So…”
“So?”
“He won’t know, I pro the sa He pulled away and I followed suit Jacob looked deep intomy mind
He was everything to me
My heart
My soul
I was his…
My body
My mind
It had been and alould be that way
Except, there was one proble, and ere about to face it sooner than we thought
The ocean breeze blowing the thin white curtains did little to cool the heat between us I swear that girl had one teood way either But da adorable when she slept She was always on my side of the bed, as close to me as possible, half of her body draped over h ed to take up the entire bed, no matter what size it was She claimed that lobsters were supposed to sleep like that
I guess ere fucking lobsters
I never understood half the shit that came out of her mouth, but I loved her despite it She was much wiser than her years No one was like Lily Trust et her out of my heart