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Be careful what you wish for…

Life can change drastically over the course of a few hours; can you ie over the course of a few years? I wanted to find myself, I wanted self-worth, I wanted love; I wanted it all

Was I expecting too much?

Was it my fault?

Can so?

I didn’t know…I didn’t know anything anymore

My life ended and began when I met Sebastian Vanwell, and there I was, three years later; alone, confused, frustrated, and angry

Trust and resents on such opposite ends of the spectrum I didn’t knohich as up any I was just as lost, as I was the moment I stepped out of The Cathouse

I love hih?

Can love truly conquer all or is that just in fairy tales?

I was so confused

All I kneas that there I was, leaving Sebastian a Dear John letter on the kitchen table with o I walked out of our hoether out of dreams and love with Chance by my side

I walked out on Sebastian

I got into the taxi that took me to the tarmac I took a deep breath and stepped out on the street to make my way toward the steps to board the jet

Could I do this?

Aht choice?

Is this who I am?

Is this what I want?

They say what goes around co finally catch up with me?

I grabbed my suitcase and boarded the plane

There I sat withby my side

The only thing that I knew to be true was that I was going to Miami

I was going home

Back to VIP

I had only ever loved one wo and entrancing bright green eyes, I was lured in It was a netic pull that capsized me to live and breathe for her and only her She was soul mate, the one person in this world that was ht…

I lost her once

I wouldn’t ain

I had so rets in my life and she will never be one of them It didn’t matter hoe met or started out I knew it the moment her tiny fraether, it was all for a reason; a greater purpose that I knew from the second she told me her name

Mine

The instant connection we shared and the gravitational pull we had toward each other was inevitable That’s what happens when two halves of a heart coether and become one They’re bonded for life The errors of ht up with me, but how did you prove to the other half of your heart that it beats for only her and her alone?

How did I ain? There was no Sebastian without Ysabelle

She was …

My girl

I am not an honorable man and I knew that I had paid for my mistakes tenfold I had hurt wo as I could re Call me a coward, call me selfish, call me a cheater, callthat you can throw at me that I wasn’t already aware of I’ve waited thirty-four years for her, this I knew I did love her, I still love her, I’ll always love her

Though, there I sto

od, holding a letter from the woman ned my body, heart, and soul Fuck that She was much more than that The huo three days without it before it started to shut down Ysabelle was my water

Sebastian,

I love you Don’t for one second think that I don’t…I just don’t know if that’s enough anyet the past My heart says or feels one thing andme another I’ve listened to ain…I won’t

We want different things

I’m sorry Don’t hate me

Yours always,

Ysa

It was taking everything in me to not fall apart I couldn’t do that I needed to stay levelheaded and holdI was not the sao…

I was over to the front door in six strides and what I found breaks my heart

Fuck me

There was a torn picture of Olivia on the floor I ranto pull it the fuck out This was so fucked up Hoould I fix this? Hoould I get her to understand that I wanted her?

Just her

I would fight for her if it were the last thing I would ever do

And I would like to see someone stand in my way because I’d take them the fuck out

The Mada with

Mine

And now I had to prove it to her, once and for all

“God, your pussy feels a it into hisYou have no idea howabout this and only this”

“Yes…yes…yes,” I surrendered

“How do you feel this good?” he praised