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I CAN’T CLOSE MY EYESI refuse to Every time I do, all I see is blood, death, and pain I can feel it—almost taste it

It doesn't er need it, I no longer want it I despise it along with everything else around me

The only thing I long for is to fucking fade away and pretend as if I’ red fro so viciously thatto burst the fuck open

My lungs burn as I inhale another long drag fros, expanding the body I long for sos none I take another drag anyways, waiting for what’s to co, because I called thehts

I stand frozen in the , nu louder with each passing second

Taking one last drag, I toss the cigarette at the glass and turn away I could care less if thisleft here for me Not anymore

My body starts ,nightmare of my world at its end I feel the hatred start to build, the ani me

I bring rowl out, releasing sorowl out until arette it does shit to relieve this pain that is slowly killing me

I walk slowly and in a daze, passing three breathless bodies before I stop in front ofher Blood covers her blonde hair and her once pink, plu blue I reach over to pull her intomy heart die a little more with each breath that she doesn’t take

That’s when the door flies open and I hear the in Heavy footsteps take over until that’s all I can hear, besides the erratic beating ofheart

A buzzing fills my ears, my heartbeat speeds up at an uncontrollable rate, and all I see is red as I’ to restraintakehell for her, but I’oodbye yet

I feel the cuffs snap aroundhard My handsit into a nose that I hear crack That shit is broken I know that for sure, and so does he by the way he curses and steps away to hold his bleeding nose

Another set of hands atteround, on ently for the last time, before my head is yanked backwards and I’m torn away fros into my neck